DenseWoodsCadaver
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- Jan 15, 2026
- 11
I have a boyfriend and for some reason, he just began acting cruel towards me, he told me it's not my fault and that he was busy, later telling me I always pull some bullshit. Today he didn't want to talk to me, I told him I love him and he didn't say it back, he would always say it back, even after awful arguments we had. I asked him if he can say it back and he told me to fuck off.
I feel like my relationship is such an embodiment of stockholm syndrome, we have been together for one year and a few months, its always winter that ruins everything, i'm so scared he found someone else, i'm such a bad person to be around, its all my fault.
I want to ctb because I feel like that is the only way he can entirely escape me, since we always find our ways back to eachother even after every break up we had. I love him so much but my heart aches at the thought of him, I can't hug my pillow out of guilt.
He hates me sharing my feelings on the web because it makes him feel shitty, but whenever I share my feelings with him he never does anything about it. He always stirs up arguments and always feels the need to be right, whenever im depressed he always takes a personal offense and starts defending himself, I really want to feel like I belong, but even the only person I talk to makes it difficult for me to do so. I sometimes start wondering if someone as depressed and miserable as I am is worthy of love. I think it's all my fault for his doings, I really wish he'd just reassure me, but I'm not worthy of that.
He didn't want to talk to me for days, I had to pretend to want intimacy because I just missed him so much, he did what he did and left me once again.
I should ctb as soon as possible, but even then, I'm so selfish I'd just want to hear him worry for me
I feel like my relationship is such an embodiment of stockholm syndrome, we have been together for one year and a few months, its always winter that ruins everything, i'm so scared he found someone else, i'm such a bad person to be around, its all my fault.
I want to ctb because I feel like that is the only way he can entirely escape me, since we always find our ways back to eachother even after every break up we had. I love him so much but my heart aches at the thought of him, I can't hug my pillow out of guilt.
He hates me sharing my feelings on the web because it makes him feel shitty, but whenever I share my feelings with him he never does anything about it. He always stirs up arguments and always feels the need to be right, whenever im depressed he always takes a personal offense and starts defending himself, I really want to feel like I belong, but even the only person I talk to makes it difficult for me to do so. I sometimes start wondering if someone as depressed and miserable as I am is worthy of love. I think it's all my fault for his doings, I really wish he'd just reassure me, but I'm not worthy of that.
He didn't want to talk to me for days, I had to pretend to want intimacy because I just missed him so much, he did what he did and left me once again.
I should ctb as soon as possible, but even then, I'm so selfish I'd just want to hear him worry for me
