live evil

[Darkover]

"Life is not a valuable gift, but death is. Life is a fever-dream made up of joys embittered by sorrows, pleasure poisoned by pain; a dream that was a nightmare-confusion of brief and fleeting delights, joyful excitement, jubilation, happinesses, interspersed with long-drawn miseries, griefs, perils, horrors, disappointments, defeats,humiliations, and despairs--the heaviest curse; but death was sweet, death was gentle, death was kind; death healed the bruised spirit and the broken heart, and gave them rest and forgetfulness; death was man's best friend; when man could endure life no longer, death came and set him free."

evil wins here because the universe doesn't care about you or me anything can happen there nothing anyone can do to stop it

 

[Deathisbetter]

"Life is not a valuable gift, but death is. Life is a fever-dream made up of joys embittered by sorrows, pleasure poisoned by pain; a dream that was a nightmare-confusion of brief and fleeting delights, joyful excitement, jubilation, happinesses, interspersed with long-drawn miseries, griefs, perils, horrors, disappointments, defeats,humiliations, and despairs--the heaviest curse; but death was sweet, death was gentle, death was kind; death healed the bruised spirit and the broken heart, and gave them rest and forgetfulness; death was man's best friend; when man could endure life no longer, death came and set him free."

evil wins here because the universe doesn't care about you or me anything can happen there nothing anyone can do to stop it

True life isn't a gift

 

[Forever Sleep]

Death wouldn't need to exist if life didn't to begin with. I'm certainly glad I'm not immortal. Still- the ideal would have been given the CHOICE to begin with. Or if that's not possible- not be given life to begin with. The process of death doesn't look all that sweet to me either! That's partly what's keeping a lot of us here I imagine- fear of the practicalities of dying.

 

[Darkover]

Death wouldn't need to exist if life didn't to begin with. I'm certainly glad I'm not immortal. Still- the ideal would have been given the CHOICE to begin with. Or if that's not possible- not be given life to begin with. The process of death doesn't look all that sweet to me either! That's partly what's keeping a lot of us here I imagine- fear of the practicalities of dying.

yeah well it's not possible to get someone permission to live without first bring them alive, i just wish anyone could walk into a shop and buy N then i wouldn't mind living at all knowing there's a way out if needed

 

[Forever Sleep]

yeah well it's not possible to get someone permission to live without first bring them alive, i just wish anyone could walk into a shop and buy N then i wouldn't mind living at all knowing there's a way out if needed

Sadly- that's not possible either. Otherwise I'd agree- death would be my ideal. As it is though- the process of it just makes it another problem in life. The lesser of the two evils but still an evil unfortunately.

Plus- truthfully- if someone told me I could drink a chocolate milkshake and then gently fall to sleep and die- I'd choose that over N. It might be currently the best we have but I doubt even that is an enjoyable experience. I agree though- whatever method people choose- they do it because it seems the lesser of the evils compared to more living. Still, I can't quite get to the point where I romanticize death in my mind. Simply because to get to death you have to go through dieing.

 

[MrDarkness]

Life can't be seen as a gift or a curse neither is death. it's just how reality is, being alive and then dying is the endless cycle of life, we shouldn't hate life and we shouldn't hate death, we should be at peace and accept our fate and wait for death. Why be angry when your going to die? People should smile seeing they are finally free from the cycle

 

[Darkover]

Life can't be seen as a gift or a curse neither is death. it's just how reality is, being alive and then dying is the endless cycle of life, we shouldn't hate life and we shouldn't hate death, we should be at peace and accept our fate and wait for death. Why be angry when your going to die? People should smile seeing they are finally free from the cycle

life is a gift for some and curse for some
if your life is a gift then death is a curse
if your life is a curse then death is a gift
i strongly believe the universe could bring us alive again after death so maybe there is no escaping the cycle
all tho i hope for nothing forever

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

OP I agree with this and I will just do some rumbling below.

Yeah the whole evil wins is something this guy would say but he would not say to it that person (me) face but then his ex gf used to physically abuse him as well that he would be shaking with fear when she would call him ( Shout-out to Tina) for being evil and putting him through hell because he enjoys doing it other people and for people clocking him and clowning him for his desperation for attention and fame and also for the guy who cursed and called him names for even being evil to his "mupengo" surely evil wins and it's nothing that I or even his "mupengo" can do and of course evil wins and that's why he hangs out with those that said he looks like an animal something he has always called other people and that is a fact and nothing will ever change that.

I remember my mum didn't want him saying I don't HIM and his type in my house, she had even rejected him that much before he even came but had to fake smile to him for my sake. He even had to cry about his other shitty friends to me and saying I was his only true friend (indeed evil wins). That's why he goes and make up all sorts of stories that he even laid it on the table on how he wanted ruin his avatar besties life by making sure she will have no one to cry on with some lies etc. He is now so happy that he is getting a bit of attention by talking about me something people always clowned him for on social media ( as he will do anything and lick anything for attention). But he is married to a "mupengo" and he is "evil" perfect match - He treats his mupengo like trash but she will keep on holding to that devil as my mum called him.

His so called friend called him a sub Saharan baboon and an ugly c?nt yes sure he truly is ugly in the inside I will not even comment on his outside because his inside is too ugly. No wonder why people are so ashamed of admitting to me talking to him because he is that ugly of a human being ( inside). Let's see where he will be in ten years (oh wait I won't be able witness since I will be gone) and sure he might even be gone before then and not only that he is going to end up as decay just like everyone else in this world. He is going to die as well, yes die but he doesn't even know when ( no one does except for people like us who choose our own ending).

Yeah truly evil wins for now - 35 years of age talking about defeat, I guess it was defeat when he was always roaming about without a job and no money for a decade. He has also suffered and I'm sure there will be some surprises coming in the future and that's a curse I put on that evil monster( the universe can see everything, the lies, the manipulation and everything) he can fool other fools who aren't able to decipher lies from the truth but he can't fool the universe mark my words.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly see existence itself as being something evil and horrific, it repulses me, existing in a world filled with senseless cruelty and endless suffering could never be desirable. Death certainly is the only relief as I very strongly believe we just return to the ideal state of non-existence , to cease existing certainly is ideal to me as it solves everything, in death there is no more suffering for all eternity which is why the thought of being completely unaware comforts me, I despise existence.