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crippled with grief
- Nov 8, 2021
- 335
no way i could do poisons because i have the weakest stomach known to man - even a sip of lager can make me gag nevermind a lethal dose of n or sn
i get incredibly weak and faint when it comes to biology and the human body. i get squeamish even when my blood gets taken and just the thought of planning hanging and efficiently targeting the carotid artery makes me tense my neck
which is why i've always come back to jumping because its out of my hands once ive leapt. but atm i have zero energy to leave to house and plan all the necessary steps to get me to my destination - especially after doing so twice.
im literally the worst person built for this suicide shit. i really do not have what it takes despite all that i may wish.
i get incredibly weak and faint when it comes to biology and the human body. i get squeamish even when my blood gets taken and just the thought of planning hanging and efficiently targeting the carotid artery makes me tense my neck
which is why i've always come back to jumping because its out of my hands once ive leapt. but atm i have zero energy to leave to house and plan all the necessary steps to get me to my destination - especially after doing so twice.
im literally the worst person built for this suicide shit. i really do not have what it takes despite all that i may wish.