Listening to my ctb playlist now, I think I've listened to a lot of music so I know some good songs and will post them here. You can post your's too,

[rudebeat]

The emotion I'm going for with my playlist isn't pure agony but more disappointment that I'm at this point and wishing things could be better, anxiety, and some feelings of warmth to the good moments in my life. I go back and forth between focusing more on lyrics or the sound, although I think they all sound good. Some are just nostalgic but fit the mood and I'll label the ones that are more there just for nostalgia. I'm not sure whether I'll actually ctb or not still but I'm still doing the fast for sn which I've never done before.

Spoiler tags are there because I read they're required for embeds I think. I haven't premade this playlist so I'll just keep editing this and add songs as I decide which songs to listen to.

Spoiler: On Melancholy Hill - Gorillaz

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Spoiler: Where I Belong - Sego

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Nostalgic

Spoiler: Sarah - Alex G

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Droney part starting at 3:40 that lasts for the rest of the song so skip if you want, might give anxiety to people with fears of nuclear war later into it.

Spoiler: Green - Young Jesus

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Nostalgic but still kinda fits my mood

Spoiler: Ghosts - On An On

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Spoiler: Circles - Mac Miller

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Spoiler: Monday - Matt Corby

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Spoiler: Grand New Spin - Gold Celeste

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Spoiler: The Writing's on the Wall - OK Go

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Might listen to this one again closer to the time I plan to ctb. Perfectly fits my mood of slight anxiety and sadness

Spoiler: Leaves - Nick Leng

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There for nostalgia

Spoiler: The Suburbs - Arcade Fire

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Spoiler: Same Ghost Every Night - Wolf Parade

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Done for tonight, accidentally broke my water fast.

 

[CommitSudoku]

I appreciate hearing about music, but regret that I've become a person who rarely has the energy to even listen to things suggested/sent/posted. Thank you for sharing and creating such a topic. I will hope I have the energy tomorrow to check out those songs.
My go-to groups seem to be Three Days Grace and Seether. Lately I seem to get stuck on The Good Life by Three Days Grace especially, "I know that any day could be my last."

Others I get stuck on:
Remedy by Seether
The First Punch by Pierce the Veil
Second Chance by Shinedown ... "to make them realize / this is my life / I hope they understand"
Bit By Bit by Mother Mother
and Hanging By A Moment by Lifehouse ... kills me inside a bit

I wrote too much, my apologies, thanks again for such a thread. I wish you the best whatever happens and whatever you decide to do, and hope you can keep enjoying music for as long as possible.

 

[Kristicide]

This is my #1 ctb song

 

[Famous Last Words]

 

[onleana]

Gloomy Sunday - Billie Holiday
Exit Music (for a film) - Radiohead

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I like sad and depressing music that I can relate to. My favourite piece of music is Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. The lyrics are about wanting to die. It reflects how I feel. I also like songs by Evanescence, in particular Hello and Breathe No More. I'm sorry you are suffering. I wish you the best.

 

[PerpetualPain]

 

[coyotestark]