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- Oct 6, 2024
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Does anyone else experience this mental cycle?
- Debilitating depression and suicidal thoughts
- Brain develops obsessive "crush" for protection (usually someone you have 0 chance with being with)
- Life is worth living again and you imagine being with them forever and ever
- Reality sets in small bits and you start feeling jealous and overthinking
- Obsession continues and stays dormant for a few months
- Cycle repeats but with a new person
I literally hate this dude, I've been dealing with this since I was 11 years old and I know it's my brains weird way of protecting me from going insane but fuck I just hate the disappointment of falling in love obsessively and it not working out. It's why I haven't been posting in the "suicide" tab because I literally just had the false illusion that I didn't want to die anymore simply bc I developed a crush on someone I totally shouldn't be with. Darn…
- Debilitating depression and suicidal thoughts
- Brain develops obsessive "crush" for protection (usually someone you have 0 chance with being with)
- Life is worth living again and you imagine being with them forever and ever
- Reality sets in small bits and you start feeling jealous and overthinking
- Obsession continues and stays dormant for a few months
- Cycle repeats but with a new person
I literally hate this dude, I've been dealing with this since I was 11 years old and I know it's my brains weird way of protecting me from going insane but fuck I just hate the disappointment of falling in love obsessively and it not working out. It's why I haven't been posting in the "suicide" tab because I literally just had the false illusion that I didn't want to die anymore simply bc I developed a crush on someone I totally shouldn't be with. Darn…
