Venting Like what the fuck is this

[kishi]

Like I keep hurting people I love even though I try to associate with them as little as possible, my existence is just causing pain to anyone or everyone, that makes me wish I never fucking existed. I know it's the truth, I need to be constantly distracted to keep me away from those thoughts. I can't sleep well and all those cliche depressing things you've heard before... Like fuck whenever I think I'm good it all comes crashing down. Anyways this is just a some random ah vent idk, what to say Merry Christmas or whatever...

 

[NutOrat]

Totally feel you on this . I can't live without hurting those who love me the most... Distractions, distractions, distractions. And for what? To eventually snap, like I always end up doing? When will it end? I know dying isn't the answer, because I'll hurt them even more than I ever would in my lifespan, but then what the fuck do I do? I don't know. I wish I had the answers for you.

I think the fact that you're concerned about this shows that you possess redeemable qualities, if that brings you any comfort. I also like your pfp, what's it from? Merry Christmas...? Soon!