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wasteofspace22

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I'm depressed, I have multiple mental problems like: bipolar,ocd,depression and undiagnosed autism plus adhd. I doubt I'll ever be independent. I'm 19 and people my age are becoming independent, moving away from home, having relationships. I'll be living at home the rest of my life. Once my parents die, I feel like my time will be up too. What would you guys try and do in this situation,
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds like you are suffering a lot. It must be really hard having to deal with all that. I guess that after all, only you can decide what is best for yourself as it's your life.
 
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wasteofspace22

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Aug 20, 2022
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It sounds like you are suffering a lot. It must be really hard having to deal with all that. I guess that after all, only you can decide what is best for yourself as it's your life.
Idk I don't wanna die, my family is well off, but my life feels so empty and like it will go absolutely nowhere
 
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Everlong

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One last chance to turn it around
Sep 7, 2022
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Idk I don't wanna die, my family is well off, but my life feels so empty and like it will go absolutely nowhere
Have you tried finding people in similar situations? I find solace here but no real contact. Then again, my last breath will probably be this November. Perhaps search for like minded people
 
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I've talked to my dad about what I'd do if he died. He said he would try to arrange a care plan with the doctor so they could send someone to help me with things, paperwork etc, but the difficulty is they won't do that in advance we found out. I'd have to go there by myself and plead for help when the time comes. I'm not happy about it so I'll be CTBing before then
 
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wasteofspace22

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I've talked to my dad about what I'd do if he died. He said he would try to arrange a care plan with the doctor so they could send someone to help me with things, paperwork etc, but the difficulty is they won't do that in advance we found out. I'd have to go there by myself and plead for help when the time comes. I'm not happy about it so I'll be CTBing before then
What's your age if your cool sharing
 
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Aug 21, 2022
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"just learn how to code bro"
 
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Fktw0rld

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An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
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Hell if I could rewind back to 19 there's so many things I would do with the knowledge I have now. It would totally alter the position I'm currently in at my age. I would start online marketing, affiliate marketing, open a "jungle site" store and a few others and be financially independent within 12 to 16 months. Which is all stuff I do now and make well over 6 figures but didn't learn until 40 and the damage was already done. Relationships will come to you the more confidence your lifestyle instills into you, without you looking. Parents will pass away, unfortunately, mine both have but time changes things. It's nothing like the anticipation of losing your parents. It's very painful when it happens and the memories will remain, regardless of how independent you become, but the memories become tolerable. What else? Newtons law, object at rest/object in motion, etc, etc. I would start something immediately, online. Research and you'll be surprised how fast it begins to grow. You'll be looking for a new car and place of your own sooner than you think possible. Relationships will come and go, those will be painful also. It depends on how much fight you have left. At 19 you should still have some. Dig deep!

Love and respect 🙏
 
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wasteofspace22

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Hell if I could rewind back to 19 there's so many things I would do with the knowledge I have now. It would totally alter the position I'm currently in at my age. I would start online marketing, affiliate marketing, open a "jungle site" store and a few others and be financially independent within 12 to 16 months. Which is all stuff I do now and make well over 6 figures but didn't learn until 40 and the damage was already done. Relationships will come to you the more confidence your lifestyle instills into you, without you looking. Parents will pass away, unfortunately, mine both have but time changes things. It's nothing like the anticipation of losing your parents. It's very painful when it happens and the memories will remain, regardless of how independent you become, but the memories become tolerable. What else? Newtons law, object at rest/object in motion, etc, etc. I would start something immediately, online. Research and you'll be surprised how fast it begins to grow. You'll be looking for a new car and place of your own sooner than you think possible. Relationships will come and go, those will be painful also. It depends on how much fight you have left. At 19 you should still have some. Dig deep!

Love and respect 🙏
What's your age now? I fear I am too low iq to do much of anything sometimes, I dropped out of HS
 
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Jimblue

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Sep 10, 2022
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I have depression, PTSD and eating disorder. My mainly issue is depression and PTSD. Not like some other people, I never actually be very well in my entire life. I had great 2 weeks in my life that I did not feel ill. And I had something to looking forward to. After weeks, everything turning absolutely shit again.

I am debating to order my ticket soon. Feeling I can not handle the pain any longer.

People are trying hard to fix me but I feel sorry to waste their time.

I don't know which country you are based. Some countries have care home or residents home for people have different disabilities. May be this would be an option if you are not really want to CTB.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
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Early 40's now. You don't need a high school diploma or a high IQ to follow established platforms towards success. Do some research and start small. Tbh no one will even know who you are, ever. You sit in the shadows and get paid. It's all time, effort and fill in the blanks.
 
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