Venting Life update: packing my unwanted clothes + shoes to give to charity

[Wilt-On-High]

Yep what the title says.
I can't believe I'm going to CTB with SN...
I just can't believe it...this is so real. Days are flying so quick....Tuesday is just around the corner for me.

It makes me shake just thinking about it.

What do you guys prefer I do????
Since I go to College, I was thinking I should leave my belongings in class and hide the SN thing I prepped in my jacket (don't ask me how) put my wallet in my bag and take my bus pass and phone only. Tell the teacher that I need to use the "toilet" then leave the college building altogether, catch the bus and go to another location then CTB OR
I could literally just drink it randomly in the College toilets or something then...yeah....

What should I do?

 

[waitin2go]

I could literally just drink it randomly in the College toilets or something

I'd say better to choose a place you won't be found for at least half a day (some even say 30hours) - depending on how you're ingesting your SN, even if you use antiemetics to skip violent vomiting, some people here have mentioned that the body still makes involuntary movements/convulsions after you pass out, so other people in the toilet would probably report weird noises and you might be found and sent to the ER (increased chance of survival but worse still is what happens after your body returns to normal - depending on how the doctor sees fit, you may be admitted to psych ward, which I read that most psych wards are unpleasant at best and hellish at worst)