Venting Life is such shit

[I've waited so long]

I don't understand why my brain betrays me.

Why can't I just be ok?

Suicidal since 13, WTF.

I Don't think My life is unfix able, but I just don't fucking care. It's All So Pointless and I don't want to be a slave.

 

[Lara Francis]

Do you have any plans ?

 

[I've waited so long]

Do you have any plans ?

Not Currently.

 

[Lara Francis]

The mind is our worst enemy.at least you believe your life can be fixable if I have read that correctly, it just swinging your brain around to find the motivation and will power to override the self destruct thoughts that tell you that you don't give a shit.

 

[I've waited so long]

The mind is our worst enemy.at least you believe your life can be fixable if I have read that correctly, it just swinging your brain around to find the motivation and will power to override the self destruct thoughts that tell you that you don't give a shit.

Exactly.

 

[Lara Francis]

Easier said than done I know..

 

[Edward]

Yeah the world is a shitshow, I stabbed myself through the wrists at 10, I've gotten smarter but not better since, 15 now and just waiting for an opportunity to shoot myself, jump off something high, or get hit by a large truck.

 

[Lara Francis]

I am not underminding you but you are So young Edward.I am sorry to hear your struggles.

 

[comfortablydumb]

Suicidal since 13, WTF.

How old are you now?

 

[I've waited so long]

How old are you now?

25