Life is pure hell

[downndone2]

Another weekend wasted in bed. Blackout curtains to trick my mind that there is no light of day. I feel my dogs are miserable, only made it out for about 10 minutes to play some ball and then we headed back to the Dungeness bedroom after they had dinner.
I dont think I can do this much longer.
The last few years of my life have been absolute complete hell. I'm literally living a nightmare over everything that happened.
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I understand what you're going through and I'm sorry.

I also don't like to see the light of day and I've a cat that I also felt that there were times that I neglected her even though she was my biggest support. We should cherish our animals because they really are the best thing in this world.

I don't really know your situation. It seems to me that you don't work but I don't know how long you've been like this. I know that having too much time to think only makes things worse but I also know that sometimes there is no will or possibility for more.

Life is really complicated and unfair. I wish there was something I could do for you. Regardless, you're not alone, we've us here.

 

[downndone2]

I understand what you're going through and I'm sorry.

I also don't like to see the light of day and I've a cat that I also felt that there were times that I neglected her even though she was my biggest support. We should cherish our animals because they really are the best thing in this world.

I don't really know your situation. It seems to me that you don't work but I don't know how long you've been like this. I know that having too much time to think only makes things worse but I also know that sometimes there is no will or possibility for more.

Life is really complicated and unfair. I wish there was something I could do for you. Regardless, you're not alone, we've us here.

Thank you! I do work from home, 5 days a week. Work and my dogs are the only thing that get my mind off things to a point. I spend my weekends in bed

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Thank you! I do work from home, 5 days a week. Work and my dogs are the only thing that get my mind off things to a point. I spend my weekends in bed

Oh ok, so that's a good thing. I'm in the same situation, I work at the office during the week and then at the weekend I stay at home.

Agree, I don't know what I would be without my cat.

Sometimes we go through phases in our lives when we need to be more with ourselves and it's okay.

I don't think you should beat yourself up or put too much pressure on yourself. Live one day at a time.

I developed social anxiety from staying home for 2 months without going out or working so at first when I went back to work it was hard. Now it still makes an impression on me to see people on the street when I'm on my way to work but I've learned to abstract away from it. For example, I usually go talking on the phone and that way I get distracted and don't feel so alone.

Maybe you could also come up with some strategies like this to start getting yourself to not spend all your weekends in bed. And then even once in a while go for a walk.

I think a good idea would be to use the pretext of having to walk your dogs and start taking progressively longer walks. Being with them at the start you won't feel so lonely.

 

[whywere]

After reading @onlyanimalsaregood response, I not only totally agree with her, but she has awesome advice and a train of thought. Taking a walk with your dogs and enjoying nature and just letting one's mind go and not think at all but enjoy the moment might be very not only relaxing but spirit recharging.

Reading your post, I came away with the knowledge that you are a very kind, caring and loving soul. and there in again, like @onlyanimalsaregood said so eloquently, try not to beat yourself up and /or put too much pressure on yourself.

Sending you lots of huge hugs and the knowledge that you are truly a loving and caring spirit, and this site is so fortunate having you here.

All my best to you, my good friend,

Walter

 

[downndone2]

Oh ok, so that's a good thing. I'm in the same situation, I work at the office during the week and then at the weekend I stay at home.

Agree, I don't know what I would be without my cat.

Sometimes we go through phases in our lives when we need to be more with ourselves and it's okay.

I don't think you should beat yourself up or put too much pressure on yourself. Live one day at a time.

I developed social anxiety from staying home for 2 months without going out or working so at first when I went back to work it was hard. Now it still makes an impression on me to see people on the street when I'm on my way to work but I've learned to abstract away from it. For example, I usually go talking on the phone and that way I get distracted and don't feel so alone.

Maybe you could also come up with some strategies like this to start getting yourself to not spend all your weekends in bed. And then even once in a while go for a walk.

I think a good idea would be to use the pretext of having to walk your dogs and start taking progressively longer walks. Being with them at the start you won't feel so lonely.

I have something called agorophobia, I very rarely leave the house. It is a nightmare and has lasted for over 2 yrs now

After reading @onlyanimalsaregood response, I not only totally agree with her, but she has awesome advice and a train of thought. Taking a walk with your dogs and enjoying nature and just letting one's mind go and not think at all but enjoy the moment might be very not only relaxing but spirit recharging.

Reading your post, I came away with the knowledge that you are a very kind, caring and loving soul. and there in again, like @onlyanimalsaregood said so eloquently, try not to beat yourself up and /or put too much pressure on yourself.

Sending you lots of huge hugs and the knowledge that you are truly a loving and caring spirit, and this site is so fortunate having you here.

All my best to you, my good friend,

Walter

Thank you!

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I have something called agorophobia, I very rarely leave the house. It is a nightmare and has lasted for over 2 yrs now

Thank you!

Oh I'm sorry. That complicates things. Our mind can be very tricky and create invisible barriers. I hope you can get through it. I wish you the best.

After reading @onlyanimalsaregood response, I not only totally agree with her, but she has awesome advice and a train of thought. Taking a walk with your dogs and enjoying nature and just letting one's mind go and not think at all but enjoy the moment might be very not only relaxing but spirit recharging.

Reading your post, I came away with the knowledge that you are a very kind, caring and loving soul. and there in again, like @onlyanimalsaregood said so eloquently, try not to beat yourself up and /or put too much pressure on yourself.

Sending you lots of huge hugs and the knowledge that you are truly a loving and caring spirit, and this site is so fortunate having you here.

All my best to you, my good friend,

Walter

Always so sweet. Thank you so much for your kind words Walter

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I'm jealous of your blackout curtains… to simulate the relief of night time… and total isolation…

 

[downndone2]

I'm jealous of your blackout curtains… to simulate the relief of night time… and total isolation…

Very affordable on amazon

I understand what you're going through and I'm sorry.

I also don't like to see the light of day and I've a cat that I also felt that there were times that I neglected her even though she was my biggest support. We should cherish our animals because they really are the best thing in this world.

I don't really know your situation. It seems to me that you don't work but I don't know how long you've been like this. I know that having too much time to think only makes things worse but I also know that sometimes there is no will or possibility for more.

Life is really complicated and unfair. I wish there was something I could do for you. Regardless, you're not alone, we've us here.

Thank you!

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in such an awful situation, I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I also just want to fall asleep and never wake, I am tired of existing and everything feels so pointless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.