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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
Life is just too stressful.
It's all about getting money, it's a cruel rat race, where those who earn enough survive and those who don't are left to suffer.

It's just bad feelings.
And bad emotions.
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
Life is just too stressful.
It's all about getting money, it's a cruel rat race, where those who earn enough survive and those who don't are left to suffer.

It's just bad feelings.
And bad emotions.

Well said. I don't like how we are born to serve those who have more than enough and keep them afloat, while they do nothing to ensure that we survive. It's human greed, and its absolutely nasty.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
It's unfair but we gotta just try our best and play by the rules of nature. For some suicide is the best outcome.
 
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willowtrees0

willowtrees0

willowtrees
Oct 5, 2018
54
agreed. its an awful way of life. and they sell it in my country as the 'american dream' "go to college and take out 100k in student loans, graduate and in a lot of cases still not get a job in you major, settle for a 13 dollar an hour job, get married for 30k because they tell you that you have to have a dream wedding, take out another loan to buy a house, have kids you cant afford, then somehow either pay for their college so they dont have an awful life or leave them the burden of being in debt forever just like you." then the cycle continues.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I'm on my way into another day of work now. I'm paid to sit at a desk and feel like shit.

If I had the chance/opportunity to CTB right now and escape this cycle I'd be gone in an instant.
 
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Putridsoul

Putridsoul

Member
Aug 19, 2018
32
I am inclined to agree.
 
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polyswarm

Member
Sep 8, 2018
66
What appears to be trivial and easy for others has often required an incredible amount of effort paired with a lot of mental anguish for me.

And in almost all cases I did not achieve what others have, and if I did, it was not worth the effort it took.

I have given up, I have tried too many times with nothing to show for it.
But at this point it's not really about the external achievements anymore but the feeling of absolute powerlessness.
Knowing that no matter what I tried I would not be able to achieve it.

I feel like a little insect in a land of giants, that people could crush with a flick of their wrists.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
i agree … there's no place for a broken heart here ...there's no place to hide from all this insensitivity ...
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
Life is just too stressful.
It's all about getting money, it's a cruel rat race, where those who earn enough survive and those who don't are left to suffer.

It's just bad feelings.
And bad emotions.
Agree completely. It's total negativity and i've never understood how some people are enthusiastic and motivated to serve that system.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
Well said. I don't like how we are born to serve those who have more than enough and keep them afloat, while they do nothing to ensure that we survive. It's human greed, and its absolutely nasty.
Yes. And people are pretty much required to beg to be a slave to these people. Going into life long debt to learn a skill, making a perfect resume, purchasing job interview cloths/ work outfits that the employer requires. If you fail to do this you will be cast aside for the next desperate slave.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
No place for anyone who doesn't fit in. Whether it's depression, anxiety, health issues you will not be able to serve sufficiently to have a decent human life. Fucking awful.

And the pharmaceutical industry makes billions selling drugs to make people "productive."
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
No place for anyone who doesn't fit in. Whether it's depression, anxiety, health issues you will not be able to serve sufficiently to have a decent human life. Fucking awful.

And the pharmaceutical industry makes billions selling drugs to make people "productive."

What I've wondered is, why are they then against prescribing benzos and opiates that make life bearable.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
What I've wondered is, why are they then against prescribing benzos and opiates that make life bearable.
Because they don't make people productive members of society. In contrast - on opiates one becomes content and satisfied with themselves.

I think our society is designed to make people stressed, tired and in mental pain so that they can be sold products, entertainment, food, alcohol as a temprary relief from that pain.
 
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Wolfjob_dayjob

Wolfjob_dayjob

Student
Oct 19, 2018
190
Even when there's nothing seemingly to gain people are cockgobblers to you and each other... Like trained to boost their ego by calling others weak or weird.
 
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