Venting Life is just one big nightmare

[SmilingNoMore]

It just feels too unreal to be real even. Like being in a nightmare not being able to wake up from the madness.
Only one way to stop it, because it would be crazy to go on for longer than what is necessary.
A person can only handle so much. Just my thought of the day.
Good night to all.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

It is a nightmare indeed. And oddly unreal. I often really think this is hell.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

It is a nightmare indeed. And oddly unreal. I often really think this is hell.

You are not alone in feeling like this. It helps me to have this forum for times like this, when the intensity thereof hits.

 

[hschaf]

It is a nightmare indeed. And oddly unreal. I often really think this is hell.

I think it probably is. Just a version of hell where everyone is waiting around, thinking the pain stops

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it torturous to exist, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, all I personally hope for is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can personally bring me peace from the nightmare of existing.

 

[Csmith8827]

I often really think this is hell.

you're kinda/sorta right honestly. It's a hell in the sense that it's not real and you have to go through bullshit that you hate/are put into situations that you hate. So yea, in that regards it is a hell. If it were real and we actually had control over our situations then it wouldn't be a hell it would just be real life. That's the fucking struggle and the bullshit that I deal with everyday.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

I think it probably is. Just a version of hell where everyone is waiting around, thinking the pain stops

It's a hell in the sense that it's not real and you have to go through bullshit that you hate/are put into situations that you hate. So yea, in that regards it is a hell. If it were real and we actually had control over our situations then it wouldn't be a hell it would just be real life. That's the fucking struggle and the bullshit that I deal with everyday.

If this is hell, then surely there must be something better after this.

there's all this suffering in existing, all I personally hope for is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can personally bring me peace from the nightmare of existing.

I agree that non-existence will be better than this.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

It is a nightmare indeed. And oddly unreal. I often really think this is hell.

I think it's like a purgatory. If you were bad in a past life you get punishment in this life which feels like hell.

 

[Griever]

I wonder every day when I'll wake up from this nightmare, but probably not until I'm dead

 

[SmilingNoMore]

I think it's like a purgatory. If you were bad in a past life you get punishment in this life which feels like hell.

You have me thinking, what do you think happens after this purgatory? I also believe in past lives.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

You have me thinking, what do you think happens after this purgatory? I also believe in past lives.

I'm not sure. Maybe you come back to this life again and again until you get it right. Then when you finally get it right or reach 'enlightenment' you become pure energy. I read a lot of buddhist stuff. I resonate with it more than Christianity.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

I'm not sure. Maybe you come back to this life again and again until you get it right. Then when you finally get it right or reach 'enlightenment' you become pure energy. I read a lot of buddhist stuff. I resonate with it more than Christianity.

I actually had the same thoughts as you, having to come back until we become the best version of ourselves. The thought of having to come back to this is pure hell.

 

[LetMeOut67]

It's just one long cringefest and jumping through hoops