Life is just a collection of painful memories

[iloverachel]

My whole life is just painful memory after painful memory. When you finally get over painful past memories, more painful memories aries

Life is just a collection of painful memories i cannot erase from my mind.

Why was I brought into this world. All this suffering and pain and for what? So pointless

I just want to sleep forever

 

[JKFleck]

Why was I brought into this world.

Because your parents are selfish for wanting to force someone into this world and/or have sex without using condoms/any means of contraception.

 

[iloverachel]

Because your parents are selfish for wanting to force someone into this world and/or have sex without using condoms/any means of contraception.

I wish I was aborted by my parents
Wouldn't be in this hellish world I am in right now

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry. I relate to this. It's not exactly that it's all been awful for me but there has been an awful lot of shit. Sometimes not even that. Sometimes I just look back on the decade I spent miserable in jobs I hated and think- it's so crap we're expected to go through this as a matter of course. For who at the end of the day? When it gets this bad for us, it isn't for us anymore.

To be honest, the happier memories hurt for me in a different way because pretty much all of them involve people who have died now. It gets to the point where you don't even want to form new relationships and form happy memories with them for fear of losing them too.

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is such a cruel and hellish existence where people suffer so much, I also really wish there's the option to just sleep for all eternity, I only find comfort in the thought of eternal nothingness. It's so horrible to me how people procreate in the first place, all they are doing is creating meaningless suffering and so much harm.