Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
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To put it shortly: We do the same shit over and over again, nonsensically, and the only "reward" is illness, getting old and dying.

dont forget also the meat prison of this meatsuit, we live in a conceptual and sensory prison, and the brain is the one simulating our reality.

Because our very ability to understand the true meaning is confined within the prison walls of a human existence.

Our rooms are jail cells for our physical body. Hey, at least we get to decorate it. We willingly isolate ourselves because our minds are locked away.

Life is pain, decay and rot. Some people have some happiness in their lives to counter this. I do have very little, if any. I often feel desperate to escape life and existence, but it's easier said than done. I just hope my exit from this world isn't too painful or drawn out. I hate it here.

I'm sick and crazy and miserable and alone. Always fucking alone.
 
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SolomonKado

SolomonKado

This is taking too long…
Jul 4, 2023
424
I do feel like a prisoner. I try to change the way I do anything and no matter what it reverts back to the previous attitude.

If you are in a job where it is more favoritism then professional then you will witness things that would normally get someone put in jail.

You have to play the game also and hope it doesn't destroy you on the inside. If you cant play the game then everyday will feel like torment because they will make sure you know who has the power.

You tell yourself "it will get better" when it really won't. You are stuck with you, your job, your life, and you try to make it as comfortable as you can so you have a place to hide away from the world when you leave that horrible place. Tomorrow you will start it up again just following the rules that life gives you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,879
I certainly see it as being something so dreadful and tiring feeling trapped in this existence, to me there's nothing desirable about being burdened with the ability to exist here where what is inevitable is suffering, decay and loss. Existence is just a terrible mistake to me and it's so horrible how other people wish to force us to suffer until we die anyway, it's inhumane how we cannot just free ourselves from this burden that we were forced to endure in peace.
 
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