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Forever Sleep

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May 4, 2022
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I was just wondering how people react to hearing/ seeing life going on around them.

I can currently hear what is most likely school children on a break in their playground shouting and letting off steam till it's time to return to study.

It brings back mostly unpleasant memories of being that age so, there's a part of me that's glad that isn't me now. Also, that I don't have children that are suffering all that.

It's an odd feeling though. I think living and working from home, I'm more aware of 'the system' from the outside. If that makes sense? When I worked in company buildings around others, there was less time to think. It's kind of weird being aware of everyone just living their lives.

Do you ever wonder what will become of them? Will all those children playing today become successful and happy? If they're struggling now, will they be able to look back and wonder why they were so worried? Or, will they continue to struggle? Will they think their time at school was worth it? Do they think it's worth it now?

Do you feel part of this world even? Especially those that work and have to interact with the 'normies'. Do you feel similar to them or, markedly different? Is it like you're outside, looking in?
 
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Yeah sometimes i feel like when im looking in and im not really part of it. No not like a higher being looking down , more like a ghost

If that makes sense?

Its a super odd feeling honestly though i was weird to think that but i understood what you mean.

Maybe think its a hard to explain subject.

Hope you have a amazing day!
 
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