I'm the exact same or at least I think I am. There's nothing good in my life as well. My entire life has just been me forced to do things that I never wanted to do. I never wanted to go to school, go to university, never wanted to socialise, never wanted to be a human, never want to work etc etc. There genuinely isn't anything that I want to do or anything good in life for me as I have anhedonia and don't enjoy anything at all. All I do is to pass time but even then time feels eternally long. We both deserve better, we really do. In my case, I can only get what I deserve by death since then I won't ever have to suffer or deal with any human bullshit for the rest of my life
How severe is the anhedonia now? You may be able to "milk" some life before going. I don't really recommend people do drugs but you may as well splurge any money you have on travel + drugs etc. to give it a go. If you are feeling flat like 'nothing' like I hear others with anhedonia say, you have a good chance of getting some good shit going maybe. Downside is imminent crashes. It's possible to feel bad but no good, which I think is worse than flat. As I got older, pain and misery are still very real, but pleasure is like nothing and cannot drown out 'the evil.'
If you're just flat, try some stuff, but it's a different beast so I dunno how to snap out of it exactly. Positive relationships are incredibly important I realize, as I laughingly have 0 chance of forming them even as I spend the last of my money galavanting traveling around trying to party and enjoy things, but completely unable to do so. Physically, I noticed I have trouble feeling comfortable or even maintaining proper posture, but I notice when it seems like I have 'friends' this problem goes away. Shit is real. If you have any social skills please give it a try, it's way, way, way, way easier at your age no matter how hard it seems, it will get VERY difficult when you are middle-aged.
I wish I could get decent work. I wish I was starting the weekend. I wish I had things to do besides play rhe new video game. I wish I had money to go to the movies. I wish I felt like I haven't somehow explored every possible good thing your supposed to do in life and come up empty handed. To where I'm like maybe good things will happen if I do drugs. Works for a lot of other people. They seem to be having good life's. Maybe that's been my issue.
Unfortunately I found that as anhedonia gets extremely severe, having money and doing a weekend thing or going to a movie will make you feel worse, not better. Incredibly demotivating. Love from others may help, but having every form of relationship friends lovers or whatever disintegrate from one's own lack of worth is just so painful it's hard to even believe something we don't even ostensibly 'need' can hurt so fucking bad after a long time, even if one was always a 'loner' and 'introvert'. Plus I dunno if it's just the modern era or being older making me shittier, but the coldness from others in every setting is absolutely severe as fuck. It's like, hatred, phoniness, indifference, the only possibilities. The only genuine words spoken are typed into SaSu.
I hope you at least get a few bucks to try to feel better to see if it's still possible for you.
I understand the sentiment behind this but this is just the fallacy of relative privation. I will admit that adulthood is significantly worse than childhood (which actually is one of the reasons why I want to be dead) but that doesn't mean that I should have been enjoying my childhood. I do miss my childhood but even my childhood sucked and I'd rather have never been born at all than be alive
Unfortunately, in this case, I'm not trying to dismiss your pain. Just lamenting that shit gets even worse with time. However, boredom will just be the baseline pain. The other, more active tortures, do indeed make it all a blur. It still feels like forever because everything is awful, and still not dead. Also I mean to try what you can because fewer and fewer and fewer things bring ANY relief over time, as they become "that again" mere nothings. Favorite foods mean shit, movies are completely unrelatable, music just sounds pretensious etc.