Life itself is a grind. Life is just a cruel game of survival at the end of the day. Every day you have to meet your body's needs of hunger, thirst, etc. If unmet, these needs are experienced by pain. You also have to maintain your body by doing multiple tasks/chores (showering, brushing teeth, etc).
After you become an adult, life is just about surviving and survival. People have to work for a living for the rest of their life just to be able to afford the costs of existence. People have to *earn* a living. It's absurd that adulthood is just about wageslaving away for around 50 years to pay for the costs of existing on planet that you didn't even choose to be on. Everything on this damn planet costs money, nothing is free. Even basic needs, which should be human rights (food, shelter, and water), cost money. I hate how this world runs on money and how at the end of the day adulthood is all about making money.
I don't know how people do it. I don't think that I could stand having a job or working for a living. Going to the same job every day for the rest of my life would bore the hell out of me, and I don't think that I have enough energy for it. I don't even have enough energy for anything tbh. I think that I was born with less spoons (reserves of energy) than everyone else. I think I'm just too weak and soft for this world…I don't have the same ability to withstand things as everyone else, I don't have most people's perseverance and resilience, I get overwhelmed easily and don't perform well under pressure.
I hate the mundane aspects of life. I hate the little things one has to do just to exist. It seems like too much work in my opinion. The thing I hate the most is how life is just about survival. I wish that I didn't have a physical/biological body and rather could be an AI. I hate having to physically exist…