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ugulamugula

ugulamugula

Autism/BPD/Chronic Depression
Mar 25, 2026
65
My day consits of this: I wake up, take drugs, play the saac, eat, watch something, take drugs and sleep. I sleep the whole day. Most days im only awake for like 4 hours. Sometimes i also just sleep for 3 days straight. How do i fix this to maybe kind of "enjoy" my last months before CTB
 
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houseofleaves

how's life treating ya?
Jan 14, 2022
664
uh... maybe up the quality of drugs? maybe try psychedelics? obv this is risky and you need to do research. but if your life is hopeless already, they might be a good last resort thing
 
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flowersforalgernons

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Jul 6, 2026
36
correct me if i'm wrong but if you can fix your life to the point where you enjoy it, could you not just then enjoy your life?

sorry if this sounds accusatory its not meant to be. more like a thought experiment
 
ugulamugula

ugulamugula

Autism/BPD/Chronic Depression
Mar 25, 2026
65
correct me if i'm wrong but if you can fix your life to the point where you enjoy it, could you not just then enjoy your life?

sorry if this sounds accusatory its not meant to be. more like a thought experiment
Thats why i put enjoy in quotes. by enjoy i mean make it bearable and "enjoyable" for the last few months
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
297
I would recomend watching some good series. For example if you haven't yet Breaking bad is deffinitely going to be a good time. Or if you are into anime things like HxH, one piece or Attack on titan made me forget I was depressed while watching it.
 
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PugnaEnjoyer2137

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Jul 18, 2026
77
I would recomend watching some good series. For example if you haven't yet Breaking bad is deffinitely going to be a good time. Or if you are into anime things like HxH, one piece or Attack on titan made me forget I was depressed while watching it.
I think that in case of a lot of users, distracting yourself with entertainment is like fixing a sinking ship with duct tape. For me it's difficult to commit to watching an entire movie without thinking too much, not to mention a while series
 
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HappyPotato69

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May 3, 2026
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I think that in case of a lot of users, distracting yourself with entertainment is like fixing a sinking ship with duct tape. For me it's difficult to commit to watching an entire movie without thinking too much, not to mention a while series
thats true but i dont think theyre trying to fix it, and maybe distracting urself so u dont end up sleeping could snowball into doing other more productive stuff while awake, its not a bad idea tbh
 

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