
Tomasnil
Mage
- Apr 24, 2018
- 519
May not be spelled right.... anyway who here lies on a daily basis just to get past personal questions or just get by
My whole life was a lie, pretending I wanted to be here when I never did. Pretending I don't think life is fundamentally a negative thing. Pretending I like people (to myself even), whom I know never had any respect for me, just to avoid being completely alone. Not much choice in this society though, if you express those kinds of thoughts you end up in the nut hut, as someone else here put it.
I hope you have found peace, Sonnenblume. Your presence will be sorely missed.My whole life was a lie, pretending I wanted to be here when I never did. Pretending I don't think life is fundamentally a negative thing. Pretending I like people (to myself even), whom I know never had any respect for me, just to avoid being completely alone. Not much choice in this society though, if you express those kinds of thoughts you end up in the nut hut, as someone else here put it.