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Sleepwalkuntilsane

Sleepwalkuntilsane

I'm so tired
Oct 26, 2025
22
Bought a gun recently, and getting stuff in order before I CTB. I'm really worried about my family and friends, everyone in my family is really bad at dealing with death and I want to make this as easy for them as possible. Some of my friends are in a bad place mentally and I want to limit the effect my death will have on them. I've already written a note and have been keeping a journal to document my thoughts so it's as easy as possible to see what led up to this choice. I have something set up that will notify them after my death, and I've written an informal will for what to do with my stuff. I'm planning on going to somewhere remote so they won't find my body. Is there anything else I could do to make this as painless for them as possible?
 
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_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
54
Truthfully not a whole lot you can do. If someone loves and cares for you they will be affected no matter what and no matter how you act leading up to it.. maybe just make some final memories with those you care about beforehand. Some people try to distance themselves from others and I have been doing such but I don't think this changes much, if someone cares they'll always care.
 

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