Xaphous

Xaphous

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fisil

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It was mention over and over again only A sells N. If someone other is legit it's in the newest ppeh
 
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Alucard

Alucard

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I do not know him, but there are a lot of scammers on the internet (the proof, some members of the forum took me for a scammer when I talked about it ...).

It is best to refer to the addresses given in Philip Nitschke's book The Peaceful Pill Handbook (latest edition, preferably online version for updates).

I learned this on this forum.
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

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I'm just being dumb really, it's a clearnet site so why would it be legit. Feel free to delete this since It won't let me.
It's disgusting if people want to scam the suicidal.
 
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Alucard

Alucard

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That people scam the suicidal shows well the coldness of this world...
 
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dandan

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Feb 18, 2019
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'A' doesn't sell to us people in Mexico.

I bought it by visiting vet shops, including two of the PPH.

The vet shop I found only had 1 bottle and I bought it for $100usd

paid half the price, $50usd in advanced for a 2nd bottle, and exchanged whatsapp numbers with the clerk.

Yesterday, he texted me, saying I can pick up the 2nd bottle this next Saturday, 2 days from now.

I guess the PPH is alright. including A.
 
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fisil

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'A' doesn't sell to us people in Mexico.

I bought it by visiting vet shops, including two of the PPH.

The vet shop I found only had 1 bottle and I bought it for $100usd

paid half the price, $50usd in advanced for a 2nd bottle, and exchanged whatsapp numbers with the clerk.

Yesterday, he texted me, saying I can pick up the 2nd bottle this next Saturday, 2 days from now.

I guess the PPH is alright. including A.
Do you drink the bottles after you have your second? I really wanna die but not sure if i can do it physically. I am really scard i have the bottles opened in front of me and can't drink it....

What's the shelf life of your bottles?
 
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Do you drink the bottles after you have your second? I really wanna die but not sure if i can do it physically. I am really scard i have the bottles opened in front of me and can't drink it....

What's the shelf life of your bottles?

I will NOT drink the bottles this weekend.

I know I tried the Exit Bag with Nitrogen, but didn't work...

I only have 1 bottle today, with expiration date of March 2020.

I understand how hard it can be to actually do it, drink it. I remember how I struggled with the Nitrogen Exit Bag, it was like I never imagined before, actually puting the bag over my head and breathing in was incredibly surprising.

The thing about N, is that it cant fail, unless you vomit I guess.

Today I have the thought of not CTB so fast, maybe waiting, maybe theres a little hope, but I really need to find a way through this bad thoughts of ctb...

I want to escape my reality...( and thats impossible, I've got to accept and I dont want too)
 
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I finally got my 2nd bottle of N, and again, i'm now I'm looking trying to find a way to live.

I am going through with a daily therapy of using the worlds most powerful psychodelic drug there is. 5 meo DMT ... its been just a few days, and I experienced hell, at first, but then it was eye-opening...
 
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intheweeds

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Mar 20, 2019
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I finally got my 2nd bottle of N, and again, i'm now I'm looking trying to find a way to live.

I am going through with a daily therapy of using the worlds most powerful psychodelic drug there is. 5 meo DMT ... its been just a few days, and I experienced hell, at first, but then it was eye-opening...

Wish you luck with the therapy.

I've been on multiple antidepressants over the last 15 years with very mixed results but last year I took a heavy dose of LSD and had the most lengthy relief from my depression that I've ever had.

It definitely made me more grateful and less pessimistic about life. Anytime someone asks me what my expierence is like I just tell them it feels like a massive perspective shift.
 
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GeorgeJL

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I finally got my 2nd bottle of N, and again, i'm now I'm looking trying to find a way to live.

I am going through with a daily therapy of using the worlds most powerful psychodelic drug there is. 5 meo DMT ... its been just a few days, and I experienced hell, at first, but then it was eye-opening...
Oh wow I've heard a lot of great things about 5-meo-dmt myself. I use psychedelics too myself. Nice to see others are on here doing the same.
 
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Oh wow I've heard a lot of great things about 5-meo-dmt myself. I use psychedelics too myself. Nice to see others are on here doing the same.
Looking for a cure man, anything goes

Ayahuasca did nothing to me, did it 3 times.
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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My main experiences have been with 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt. It was fun doing them separately but once I mixed them that is where the real magic happened. I was in pure sublime bliss for hours, it was a magical mystical spiritual experience. And it's not addictive either. Then the next time I took them together I bumped up the dose and I had a challenging trip. But it wasn't a bad trip. I didn't hallucinate things that were not there. And then I had motivation for months afterward to get my shit together. Can't wait to do them again.
 
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dandan

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I dunno if Bufo Alvarius Is similar to that....


You got know for yourself, 5meo DMT is very strong short experience that does unexplicable things , but it was hell first 7 times , I just insisted because I saw others enjoyed it .... I had to... It kind of exorcised me
 

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