^^ story time~~
So in my previous semester of college I wasn't going to be living in the dorms anymore. I began looking for a place to live mid march :). I ended up starting the leasing process with a company in april. At the same time, I was prepping for a half-week trip to japan. So I'm doing the things the asshole leading agent tells me to right? IMMEDIATELY STEP FUCKING ONE the ID verifation DOESNT VERIFY ME EVER. It takes, like, AT LEAST. A week to verify me. And the only reason it worked at all, was because I got a new passport and used that instead. After verifying? They tell me I need "someone to sign the lease with me". Oh it's disgusting. They couldnt just say the fucking word guarantor. After another week of searching for someone and calling back and forth with this DISGUSTING piece of garbage white boy leasing agent. His boss tells me that theres a service to pay for a guarantor based on credit score. Like that kid leasing agent is disgusting. He- he has a pattern of delaying my Fucking Human Right Of Shelter as long as possible.
I do the guarantor thing. Pay $800???? (Hate united states, but at least its a FUCKING POSSIBLE STEP FORWARD) at this point im flying across the world.
A bit of timeline clarification </3. So Late April-May 2 was my trip dates. May 15 was when student dorms kicks us out. So I'm on my vacation fucking stressing because this disgusting twink cant comprehend that housing should be a human right??? He's a fucking fetid human being. Barely fucking human its NASTY.
I have a good vacation. Spend all my money for the year in japan because I dont want to stimulate this disgusting white supremaciat economy. Come back, Immediately go to the leasing office the next morning (how fucked up is that???) And they say 2 weeks until they can process paperwork.
I HAVE. Never. Had violent urges towards another person before. I cant FUCKING cope with this.
Moving on <3
So I go homeless, on the day of move out I move all my things, including my living breathing CAT (my child) into the schools queer center. I have to leave her (and all my belongings) alone for the day. Get into a motel. They dont allow pets but I sneak her.
My life at this point is going between motel and leasing office doing tasks that feel like should be their responsibility??? Its fetid. Like those people are NOT HUMAN THEY ARE DISGUSITING ITS NOT CAPABLE OF beinga fucking human being. And I'm looking worse and worse every day and its All their FUCKING FAULT for keeping me from housing.. FUCK I HATE HIM I HATE HIM DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
like this isnt okay??? These are the type of people who are in control of shelter and housing. And the whole experience has been fucking gatekeeping and toying with me DISGUSTING.
I. FINALLY. Get to the FUCKING sign lease day. He tells me some fun facts :)
a. Hes actually not giving me the apartment i asked for, hes giving me the one I specifically Didnt want (disgusting fucking nasty piece of shit. Literally piece of shit, with the bacteria and fucking fecal matter not evena. Fucking human being he deserves tortyre he deserves to [] have his fingernails pulled out eyes scooped skin Peeled from his body.
ahahaha any way <3
the other thing is he didnt even look into getting me an a/c unit that I asked for. Hes actually the most disgusting thing ever. He acted like they were some benelovent group that takes care of tenants, provides a/c in a building with no a/c or vents. And then once my circumstances become dire enough he treats me like Nothing because he can. (And it makes it more profitable im literally having a gag reflex just thinking about this)
...sigh. so to sign the lease I have to give him a check right? My credit union is a city away. I had the check ready but he fucking- changed the amount because he made a mistake with my student discount. So i spend $30 + $30 to uber to my credit union and back for a new check. Then i notice on the lease theres no pet allowance. I point it out and HE HAD TO PRINT A NEW FUCKING LEASE WITH NEW FUCKING AMOUNT AND I HAVE TO GO BACK TO MY CREDIT UNION AGAIN. I ENDED UP SPENDIGN $300 ON UBER THAT MONTH THAT DISGUSTING PIECD OF FUCKING SEWAGE MATTER.
... <3 i sign the lease. hes fucking smiling the whole time by the way. He smiles as he tells me "yes you need to get another check" he smiles as he tells me "no, we gave you the other apartment"
I. REALLY need it to be allowed to fucking shank people wholy shit like. I'll fucking marry luigi mangione. I'll pay his bail and kill myself, turn my body into a bridge if it gets him out of prison so he can do another precious, world-saving thing.
i move in, and im crying because it wasn't real consent. I didnt actually have a choice to say "i want to pay $800 a monthnfor this" i HAD to do that or. be homeless or worse. and i move in and im crying and its difficult as fuck. i dont have a car. I'm carting a cart back and forth about 2km slowly getting my things in. Its an inaccessible building btw :) you can only get in via stairs. My main transport is a SCOOTER that i have to fucking lug up and down the stairs banging them every fucking time
So now that I've lived here for 3 months heres what i discovered in the apartment i Didn't Fucking Ask for you disgusting fetid sewage waste.
a. The water is hard. My hair got worse and worse and more unmanagable for months until i finally got a chelator. But now I'm not using the shower to wash my hair.
b. The bathtub is semi clogged. I'm standing in fucking biofilm every time I shower it's Literally gross. I can still clean myself? But I'm not comfortable showering at all.
c. There are fucking WIRES running vertically through the middle of my closet. And many holes that are unsealed which means
d. One month in I see my first cockroach. I freak out and now I'm super good about never leaving organic material in the aptment. I dont even keep a trash can.
E. The dust makes me sick and i have to buY A FUCKING AIR PURIFIER.
All of this is to say: what the fuck am I paying rent for?? Theoretically one pays rent for a space to live. But I cant shower comfortably. I cant wash my hair I cant keep a trash can I get sick immediately when I move in.
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Theres nothing for it. its just. a fetid situation disgusting. like how am i supposed to process or even comprehend this. If i tell people about this they cant even comprehend it its all "this is awkward lets end the conversation"
god this is disgusting and depressing
Like how am I supposed to live in a world where my landlord will live a long healthy life thinking he was a good person. How am I supposed to live in a world where I cant stab and kill my landlord.
So in my previous semester of college I wasn't going to be living in the dorms anymore. I began looking for a place to live mid march :). I ended up starting the leasing process with a company in april. At the same time, I was prepping for a half-week trip to japan. So I'm doing the things the asshole leading agent tells me to right? IMMEDIATELY STEP FUCKING ONE the ID verifation DOESNT VERIFY ME EVER. It takes, like, AT LEAST. A week to verify me. And the only reason it worked at all, was because I got a new passport and used that instead. After verifying? They tell me I need "someone to sign the lease with me". Oh it's disgusting. They couldnt just say the fucking word guarantor. After another week of searching for someone and calling back and forth with this DISGUSTING piece of garbage white boy leasing agent. His boss tells me that theres a service to pay for a guarantor based on credit score. Like that kid leasing agent is disgusting. He- he has a pattern of delaying my Fucking Human Right Of Shelter as long as possible.
I do the guarantor thing. Pay $800???? (Hate united states, but at least its a FUCKING POSSIBLE STEP FORWARD) at this point im flying across the world.
A bit of timeline clarification </3. So Late April-May 2 was my trip dates. May 15 was when student dorms kicks us out. So I'm on my vacation fucking stressing because this disgusting twink cant comprehend that housing should be a human right??? He's a fucking fetid human being. Barely fucking human its NASTY.
I have a good vacation. Spend all my money for the year in japan because I dont want to stimulate this disgusting white supremaciat economy. Come back, Immediately go to the leasing office the next morning (how fucked up is that???) And they say 2 weeks until they can process paperwork.
I HAVE. Never. Had violent urges towards another person before. I cant FUCKING cope with this.
Moving on <3
So I go homeless, on the day of move out I move all my things, including my living breathing CAT (my child) into the schools queer center. I have to leave her (and all my belongings) alone for the day. Get into a motel. They dont allow pets but I sneak her.
My life at this point is going between motel and leasing office doing tasks that feel like should be their responsibility??? Its fetid. Like those people are NOT HUMAN THEY ARE DISGUSITING ITS NOT CAPABLE OF beinga fucking human being. And I'm looking worse and worse every day and its All their FUCKING FAULT for keeping me from housing.. FUCK I HATE HIM I HATE HIM DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
like this isnt okay??? These are the type of people who are in control of shelter and housing. And the whole experience has been fucking gatekeeping and toying with me DISGUSTING.
I. FINALLY. Get to the FUCKING sign lease day. He tells me some fun facts :)
a. Hes actually not giving me the apartment i asked for, hes giving me the one I specifically Didnt want (disgusting fucking nasty piece of shit. Literally piece of shit, with the bacteria and fucking fecal matter not evena. Fucking human being he deserves tortyre he deserves to [] have his fingernails pulled out eyes scooped skin Peeled from his body.
ahahaha any way <3
the other thing is he didnt even look into getting me an a/c unit that I asked for. Hes actually the most disgusting thing ever. He acted like they were some benelovent group that takes care of tenants, provides a/c in a building with no a/c or vents. And then once my circumstances become dire enough he treats me like Nothing because he can. (And it makes it more profitable im literally having a gag reflex just thinking about this)
...sigh. so to sign the lease I have to give him a check right? My credit union is a city away. I had the check ready but he fucking- changed the amount because he made a mistake with my student discount. So i spend $30 + $30 to uber to my credit union and back for a new check. Then i notice on the lease theres no pet allowance. I point it out and HE HAD TO PRINT A NEW FUCKING LEASE WITH NEW FUCKING AMOUNT AND I HAVE TO GO BACK TO MY CREDIT UNION AGAIN. I ENDED UP SPENDIGN $300 ON UBER THAT MONTH THAT DISGUSTING PIECD OF FUCKING SEWAGE MATTER.
... <3 i sign the lease. hes fucking smiling the whole time by the way. He smiles as he tells me "yes you need to get another check" he smiles as he tells me "no, we gave you the other apartment"
I. REALLY need it to be allowed to fucking shank people wholy shit like. I'll fucking marry luigi mangione. I'll pay his bail and kill myself, turn my body into a bridge if it gets him out of prison so he can do another precious, world-saving thing.
i move in, and im crying because it wasn't real consent. I didnt actually have a choice to say "i want to pay $800 a monthnfor this" i HAD to do that or. be homeless or worse. and i move in and im crying and its difficult as fuck. i dont have a car. I'm carting a cart back and forth about 2km slowly getting my things in. Its an inaccessible building btw :) you can only get in via stairs. My main transport is a SCOOTER that i have to fucking lug up and down the stairs banging them every fucking time
So now that I've lived here for 3 months heres what i discovered in the apartment i Didn't Fucking Ask for you disgusting fetid sewage waste.
a. The water is hard. My hair got worse and worse and more unmanagable for months until i finally got a chelator. But now I'm not using the shower to wash my hair.
b. The bathtub is semi clogged. I'm standing in fucking biofilm every time I shower it's Literally gross. I can still clean myself? But I'm not comfortable showering at all.
c. There are fucking WIRES running vertically through the middle of my closet. And many holes that are unsealed which means
d. One month in I see my first cockroach. I freak out and now I'm super good about never leaving organic material in the aptment. I dont even keep a trash can.
E. The dust makes me sick and i have to buY A FUCKING AIR PURIFIER.
All of this is to say: what the fuck am I paying rent for?? Theoretically one pays rent for a space to live. But I cant shower comfortably. I cant wash my hair I cant keep a trash can I get sick immediately when I move in.
[/ISPOILER]
Theres nothing for it. its just. a fetid situation disgusting. like how am i supposed to process or even comprehend this. If i tell people about this they cant even comprehend it its all "this is awkward lets end the conversation"
god this is disgusting and depressing
Like how am I supposed to live in a world where my landlord will live a long healthy life thinking he was a good person. How am I supposed to live in a world where I cant stab and kill my landlord.
