FatalSystemError591
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- Oct 12, 2020
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Do you think it is good or bad to act like you're not going to CTB even if you have intent or a method? There is such a fine line between letting people know you're in a ctb headspace, and lying about you being fine.
The main thing I think about is with my gf and I. She knows I have ideations but I keep talking like "oh we have the rest of our lives together" secretly having a rough idea of how long the rest of mine is. Is this cruel of me to hide it or is it better for her not to know that if I ever did, I know when I would do it, if I wanted to?
The main thing I think about is with my gf and I. She knows I have ideations but I keep talking like "oh we have the rest of our lives together" secretly having a rough idea of how long the rest of mine is. Is this cruel of me to hide it or is it better for her not to know that if I ever did, I know when I would do it, if I wanted to?