tizziebot
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- Mar 17, 2020
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Getting to the point where I think I wouldn't be too scared of hanging. If I get plastered enough and take a boatload of adderall ill feel great and brave enough to what... kick a chair over? That shant be too hard, right? I know I can't cut myself out. Been there, done that. Worried about the ripple effect. I don't know what to do atp. All I ever want is to escape my life. Drugs are not so easily acquired and that is another can of worms. Im so tired. I don't want to hurt the boy who loves me, who I love. What the fuck, im still insane!?
