Venting Late night vent because I have no one to talk to.

[SmallKoy]

I don't really have much to say besides the fact that I constantly have the overwhelming urge to die. I'm scared of death. I'm scared of everything. I wish I could not exist permanently. I want an off switch for life. Today I overate so much after not eating basically anything for a couple days and I'm so disappointed in myself. I want to hurt myself but I can't bear to get out of bed right now. My life is a complete disaster. I feel like everyone is judging me everywhere I look.

I just wanted to say these things somewhere. I hope everyone here has a lovely night.

 

[J&L383]

I hear you.

 

[zzeroo]

I understand, i also feel fearful regarding everything.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a permanent offswitch to instantly cease existing in peace, such a thing truly would be so ideal to me, all that I want is to eternally not exist as well. An offswitch like that really would prevent so much unnecessary suffering.

 

[Malaria]

I relate a lot to what you're saying. I'm sorry you're going through so much suffering.

 

[BlendedHeart]

I'm scared of many things too. Things that others do with such ease, and that frustrates me.

I'm glad that we all have this place to vent.