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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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I finally got a witness for my will (cost me £36) for a lawyer to locally sign it. I have my ctb method prepared. I went for really long walks in two country parks till my feet blistered during 3 red hot summer days. So glad it's coming into Autumn and Winter. It's been awful living here because the neighbours are evil. I don't have the energy to do anything about it though. I just want to keep quiet until it is time to get off this rock. I'll just try to keep myself distracted before I can't take life anymore. Hopefully this is my last summer in hell. I couldn't handle another one.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,699
I think that summer is the worst time of year as the warm weather just makes everything more unbearable. Your feelings are understandable. I think that many of us try to distract ourselves as it's all we can do really, I see life as just being one big distraction from the fact that we will die anyway. I can imagine that it must be a relief having a method prepared, none of us should have to feel as though we are trapped here. Best wishes.
 
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Γyuk

Γyuk

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May 21, 2022
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This is truly hell yes, I agree.

Do you have a method to escape this hell?
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
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It's hard to imagine living another year or even another three months… But day follows after day
 
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