worldexploder
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- Sep 19, 2018
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The drinks were good but a bunch of drama (not family or alcohol related) unfolded late last night that brought me to the brink of just "doing it".
I constructed a really good noose (which is still up) in the same place I did when I failed at partial suspension 2 years ago. Last night I was going to CTB by full suspension with my feet off the ground.
Before I planned on CTB last night, I decided to go upstairs and talk to my aunt about Dignitas first. I already knew that she supports my right to die. The convo lasted about an hour. She AGREED to help me not only financially and with my medical records, but agreed to travel to with me to Zurich if green lighted.
I was shocked. She was already alseep tonight when I woke up, but later this morning I'll talk to her more about when we will get the process started. The first step is paying dues. I got an appointment Nov 1 with my therapist. Gonna try to get medical records.
I want to go now but gotta take this one day at a time.
I constructed a really good noose (which is still up) in the same place I did when I failed at partial suspension 2 years ago. Last night I was going to CTB by full suspension with my feet off the ground.
Before I planned on CTB last night, I decided to go upstairs and talk to my aunt about Dignitas first. I already knew that she supports my right to die. The convo lasted about an hour. She AGREED to help me not only financially and with my medical records, but agreed to travel to with me to Zurich if green lighted.
I was shocked. She was already alseep tonight when I woke up, but later this morning I'll talk to her more about when we will get the process started. The first step is paying dues. I got an appointment Nov 1 with my therapist. Gonna try to get medical records.
I want to go now but gotta take this one day at a time.
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