Last cry for help

[Treeline589]

So I just made me last attempt at getting help. Not sure it's going to do much good. I have my N and am all ready to go. I guess I just thought I should make one final attempt to ask. Not expecting much though since two weeks ago I was just hospitalized and I am at this point again.

 

[Sherri]

So I just made me last attempt at getting help. Not sure it's going to do much good. I have my N and am all ready to go. I guess I just thought I should make one final attempt to ask. Not expecting much though since two weeks ago I was just hospitalized and I am at this point again.

Those were tge exact words i told my shrink after seeing dozens of them. I told him your exact words, told him I have sn and this was the last chance I would give myself after 11 suicide attempts all failed obviously. The look on his face was priceless, I told him, I don't believe in you and your medicine. He replied, have you Realised the pressure you putting on me? He said I'm not gonna be like other doctors and by the long list of meds you showed me I appologise on their behalf cause you didn't neee any of these. Are you open to try only 3 meds and see how you feel? I said yes but inside was like here we go again. Short story, he saved my life. The meds work perfectly, I love him so much I take all the admin and my doctor cakes, cup cakes, a valentine day cupcake to each one. And said, I know this is anti ethic, but now im not me, not The patient just a regular girl. Try and look for help, I haven't felt suicidal I'm 2 years, ss also helped me a lot. Don't give up without giving what you have a hell of a fight first. I dunno what you have in my case PTSD,depression, anxiety and imsomnia. I hope you look for a good doctor like me. And wish u are able to stand up. I still have my bad days, but they are less. Much less. A big hug, and sorry for the long post. But will always be pro choice.

 

[noaccount]

Hi what could you use help with?

 

[timf]

You will always have that option unless you use it. You might regret exercising it based on a perspective of a narrowed focus that can distort and amplify problems.

You might consider experimenting on the fringe of your life with activities that do not represent any major change just dabbling to see if there are other options that might prove useful.

 

[lunarflower]

Those were tge exact words i told my shrink after seeing dozens of them. I told him your exact words, told him I have sn and this was the last chance I would give myself after 11 suicide attempts all failed obviously. The look on his face was priceless, I told him, I don't believe in you and your medicine. He replied, have you Realised the pressure you putting on me? He said I'm not gonna be like other doctors and by the long list of meds you showed me I appologise on their behalf cause you didn't neee any of these. Are you open to try only 3 meds and see how you feel? I said yes but inside was like here we go again. Short story, he saved my life. The meds work perfectly, I love him so much I take all the admin and my doctor cakes, cup cakes, a valentine day cupcake to each one. And said, I know this is anti ethic, but now im not me, not The patient just a regular girl. Try and look for help, I haven't felt suicidal I'm 2 years, ss also helped me a lot. Don't give up without giving what you have a hell of a fight first. I dunno what you have in my case PTSD,depression, anxiety and imsomnia. I hope you look for a good doctor like me. And wish u are able to stand up. I still have my bad days, but they are less. Much less. A big hug, and sorry for the long post. But will always be pro choice.

What 3 drugs did you try if you don't mind me asking?

 

[Sherri]

What 3 drugs did you try if you don't mind me asking?

I will pm you, but bear in mind that you should discuss this with your shrink as our bodies are different ok?

 

[lunarflower]

I will pm you, but bear in mind that you should discuss this with your shrink as our bodies are different ok?

Okay, thanks

 

[Sherri]

Okay, thanks

Done

 

[LookingforAnswers]

Those were tge exact words i told my shrink after seeing dozens of them. I told him your exact words, told him I have sn and this was the last chance I would give myself after 11 suicide attempts all failed obviously. The look on his face was priceless, I told him, I don't believe in you and your medicine. He replied, have you Realised the pressure you putting on me? He said I'm not gonna be like other doctors and by the long list of meds you showed me I appologise on their behalf cause you didn't neee any of these. Are you open to try only 3 meds and see how you feel? I said yes but inside was like here we go again. Short story, he saved my life. The meds work perfectly, I love him so much I take all the admin and my doctor cakes, cup cakes, a valentine day cupcake to each one. And said, I know this is anti ethic, but now im not me, not The patient just a regular girl. Try and look for help, I haven't felt suicidal I'm 2 years, ss also helped me a lot. Don't give up without giving what you have a hell of a fight first. I dunno what you have in my case PTSD,depression, anxiety and imsomnia. I hope you look for a good doctor like me. And wish u are able to stand up. I still have my bad days, but they are less. Much less. A big hug, and sorry for the long post. But will always be pro choice.

What 3 drugs did you try as I experience the same symptoms, anxiety depression and severe insomnia

 

[Sherri]

What 3 drugs did you try as I experience the same symptoms, anxiety depression and severe insomnia

Incant message you yet on PM

 

[Cathy Ames]

Incant message you yet on PM

I, too, would like to know the three drugs. Thanks in advance. <3

 

[Sherri]

Listen dear member I dont feel comfmfortable writting these on public. And also you have to talk to your doctor regarding these meds. Only he can approve, you wont get it unless prescribed by A shrink, what helps me might not help you bare that in mind please. Try playing the counting game so you can get points to message me.

 

[Treeline589]

So I basically told 2 therapists, one on Tuesday and one Thursday that I had a plan and a time. Nothing from them.

 

[noaccount]

Hey what kind of response would you want from them just wondering?

 

[calathea]

So I basically told 2 therapists, one on Tuesday and one Thursday that I had a plan and a time. Nothing from them.

Really sorry that has been your experience. It should not be like this. Do you want to talk?

 

[symphony]

Hey @Treeline589 . I hear this, so much. I constantly feel like I'm crying out for help in desperation, and getting nothing of real substance in return. I'm willing to talk if you like. I'm so sorry to hear you're suffering.