Story (last 3-4 days of my life journal) Bought SN, somehow feeling both calm and anxious, and gratitude for this site's supportive community

[JKFleck]

I know this is not what you want to hear, but please don't do SN without anti-emetics. There is a very high chance you will not be successful in your method.

I appreciate your concern mate

 

[Latios]

I'm very sorry you are in such despair. :(

I don't mean to be insensitive but what brand of SN are you using if you don't mind me asking?

 

[JKFleck]

I'm very sorry you are in such despair. :(

I don't mean to be insensitive but what brand of SN are you using if you don't mind me asking?

The brand name is written in Thai and only ship domestically so I don't think telling you makes a differences haha :P
14:40 drinking it now
14:51 feeling lightheaded but no imminent sign of vomiting yet, my hands are going pale, I'm lying in bed peacefully
That thing tasted salty af it's still in my throat
I currently have rapid heartbeats
No panic attacks, I'm just calm and at peace
Typing things quickly before I pass out
I'll close my iPad and lie down now
Slight headache and dizziness, my hands are cold
Had a small burp, not vomit though

 

[trigzter]

hope things are going well boss

 

[rainwillneverstop]

Rest well.

 

[rozeske]

Rest in peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Rest in peace.

 

[crownofcerberus]

I hope you found peace.