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Asiam

Asiam

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Nov 22, 2022
67
I need to find fentanyl, or strong heroin, by like.. January ish. But I'm afraid on how to go about it. I'm not willing to hang, I've tried partial and failed, and researched every method I could think of. Sn, banned. Helium, air added to the tanks. Nitrogen is an option, but I don't drive so I don't see how I would get a tank to my place. How exactly do I get fentanyl or heroin? Like I'm not asking for sources, but do sites exist and are legitimate for the Canadian onion market? And how do I phrase asking somebody on the street?
Also, anybody in my area in a similar mindset round here?
 
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EverythingStays

EverythingStays

A traveller
Nov 23, 2022
5
Most 'normal/industrial' things like helium, nitrogen, SN, etc. are very hard to get where I am - mostly logistically. I could find people in my area to buy strong recreational drugs like heroin from, but I can't imagine a dealer near me being eager to set me up with things like enough pure Fentanyl to kill someone. Even knowing how many deaths strong recreational drugs cause in the US each year, it seems to me like dealers don't want to get too close to someone's suicide from their stuff and will try to prevent their buyers from going too far with using.
 
Asiam

Asiam

Member
Nov 22, 2022
67
Most 'normal/industrial' things like helium, nitrogen, SN, etc. are very hard to get where I am - mostly logistically. I could find people in my area to buy strong recreational drugs like heroin from, but I can't imagine a dealer near me being eager to set me up with things like enough pure Fentanyl to kill someone. Even knowing how many deaths strong recreational drugs cause in the US each year, it seems to me like dealers don't want to get too close to someone's suicide from their stuff and will try to prevent their buyers from going too far with using.
Well that sucks. I wonder if I could prepare three syringes of heroin, get one ready minus the push, get another ready minus the push, etc x 3, and somehow inject them all. Is that even possible? Would I need some weird homemade device loll
 
EverythingStays

EverythingStays

A traveller
Nov 23, 2022
5
I'm personally really worried about what failing to CTB would mean with these kinds of methods; what kind of long-term effects a failed attempt might have on me, as well.
 
Chronicoverwhelm

Chronicoverwhelm

Student
Aug 13, 2022
135
Following... I'm in the Okanagan and sort of in the same boat. I've been wanting fentanyl or carfentanyl for a long while now, without a clue on how to get it. I eventually decided on SN but now that looks just as difficult to obtain, if not more difficult?
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
442
In a different part of Canada here, in the same boat (ice boat now). I have sleeping pills, weak stuff but add fent to it and some alcohol to wash it down, it may be a solution. Even "research chemicals" would be an option but have no idea which sites/sources are legit.
 
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chronicrexie

chronicrexie

Member
May 19, 2022
20
vancouver here. same boat as well, i need an easier way to get SN
 
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Asiam

Asiam

Member
Nov 22, 2022
67
vancouver here. same boat as well, i need an easier way to get SN
Is it even allowed here, to sell? I thought not but I didn't do much research. I saw Canadian Tire had a curing kit with sn and flavoring powders lol, that's probably definitely not enough. Anyway good to meet a fellow Vancouverite! Maybe we can go look for something together or you or I can share sources if we so find.
In a different part of Canada here, in the same boat (ice boat now). I have sleeping pills, weak stuff but add fent to it and some alcohol to wash it down, it may be a solution. Even "research chemicals" would be an option but have no idea which sites/sources are legit.
Well.. I know a website that sells zopiclone. It's legit a friend orders it all the time and takes the whole bottle to try and kill himself. It never works however with one bottle and he could be giving himself liver damage. However mixing might work
Following... I'm in the Okanagan and sort of in the same boat. I've been wanting fentanyl or carfentanyl for a long while now, without a clue on how to get it. I eventually decided on SN but now that looks just as difficult to obtain, if not more difficult?
Jealous you're in the Okanogan. Seems less hectic, I hate the lm. I wish somebody could recommend a legit onion site. I looked at north market or something it's called? Didn't seem legit. I looked at one other one that apparently is legit, and they were only selling like 1000 amounts so I assumed it was a scam. I need to know there are legit dark markets in Canada, if anything. Hope somebody knows.. And yeah I'm confused about sn I thought it was unobtainable in Canada?
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
442
Well.. I know a website that sells zopiclone. It's legit a friend orders it all the time and takes the whole bottle to try and kill himself. It never works however with one bottle and he could be giving himself liver damage. However mixing might work
That's what I have lol. World you mind pm'ing me that website?
 
deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
What would your choices be if SN and F were both readily available and why? Im debating what to do. I worry with F to become brain damaged and also purity cant be tested. You think F would have more chances of you throwing up after going unconscious?
 
Opichi

Opichi

drive it like you stole it
Feb 18, 2021
43
Is it even allowed here, to sell? I thought not but I didn't do much research. I saw Canadian Tire had a curing kit with sn and flavoring powders lol, that's probably definitely not enough. Anyway good to meet a fellow Vancouverite! Maybe we can go look for something together or you or I can share sources if we so find.

Well.. I know a website that sells zopiclone. It's legit a friend orders it all the time and takes the whole bottle to try and kill himself. It never works however with one bottle and he could be giving himself liver damage. However mixing might work

Jealous you're in the Okanogan. Seems less hectic, I hate the lm. I wish somebody could recommend a legit onion site. I looked at north market or something it's called? Didn't seem legit. I looked at one other one that apparently is legit, and they were only selling like 1000 amounts so I assumed it was a scam. I need to know there are legit dark markets in Canada, if anything. Hope somebody knows.. And yeah I'm confused about sn I thought it was unobtainable in Canada?
Just moved from Squamish to Prince George. I feel like I could so easily obtain fentanyl through making quick connections with literally anyone in this town. Only problem is that I'm so socially awkward.
 
Asiam

Asiam

Member
Nov 22, 2022
67
Following... I'm in the Okanagan and sort of in the same boat. I've been wanting fentanyl or carfentanyl for a long while now, without a clue on how to get it. I eventually decided on SN but now that looks just as difficult to obtain, if not more difficult?
Btw, an add on, I've heard sn is painful. We should both look around for dent and
Just moved from Squamish to Prince George. I feel like I could so easily obtain fentanyl through making quick connections with literally anyone in this town. Only problem is that I'm so socially awkward.
Yeah I hear it's easily accessible in bc like anywhere. However, I'm an agoraphobe and can't even go to the grocery store. Socially awkward too. This is going to be tough. I'm afraid I'll get mugged if I go ask
Just moved from Squamish to Prince George. I feel like I could so easily obtain fentanyl through making quick connections with literally anyone in this town. Only problem is that I'm so socially awkward.
Same.. I'm ridiculously socially anxious. Was hoping someone was near me and might want to go on an adventure to find a source so we have a safety net. Sucks you're in pg
 

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