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catsareneat
New Member
- Jan 27, 2024
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Iv struggled through this pathetic life for far too long and I like to think I gave almost every option a good try, I gave it my best and it didn't work which is fine, I came to point where I decided I would have to figure out to live like this. I wish I could of kept that optimism but I always finding myself questioning how is it possible I got worse l? But I somehow am. I'm done fighting I'm drowning in these thoughts. My last attempt I too 25 grams (25) kratom pills although I was out of it I was still alive. I would of taken more, but I was actively in a php and was heading to my car to get more when I was stopped. My future is uncertain I'm don't have a date set but I might be planning it soon and see if thing get better in that amount of time. What would a lethal dose of kratom be? I'm currently a bit over 6 months clean since my last relapse but I miss it and it's what I want to go out with, I plan to mix with Xanax and some alcohol and aswell since I know krstom alone may be difficult