im so fucking done none of you know what hell is like to have your life ruined over and over and every opportunitysqaushed to be threatened to be killd every week for years growuing up to be sexually assualted by your own father for the only people raound you who care and could undestand dead to be homeless to be systematically abused to live in the wrong body to experience extreme negative emotions for years at a time to have no support for most of your life to be self-aware enough to see how fukced you are
to be targeted by the gov to have old men look at your penis at age 14 for a year because they think youre a criminal because youre mentally ill to be targeted by everyone to be gaslit into unreality over your whole life to be COMPLETELY ALONE AND THEN THE 1 PERSON WHO COULD EVER UNDERSTAND YOU SPLITS ON YOU AND LEAVES YOU DIE AND SAYING THE MOST HORRIBLE THINGS TO YOU WHEN YOU HAVE NO IDENTITY EXCEPT THEM
have you ever screamed for hours. hours. my voice is permanently damaged. just from screaming. for hours.
"mental health professionals" aka cops who want you to fall in line and if you cant then "i guess youll just have to live with it" TO TRY EVERY SUPPOSED 'TREATMENT' AND FOR NONE OF IT TO WORK SINCE AGE 8 TO WAKE UP NEXT TO YOUR SISTER'S CORPSE BECAUSE SHE DIED OF A HEROIN OVERDOSE BECAUSE OUR FATHER WAS ABUSIVE
to have the one person who ever could care about you hate you and call you evil and say that youre privleged just as her abused called her when she was being sex trafficked. just endless samsara cycles of violence unending there IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD FOR ME BUT LOVE AND LOVE IS EVERYTHING I AM DENIED
to be called privleged, because im so mentally ill and i was homeless that the gov actually gave me money. she tells me i can do anything with my disaiblity moeny. WHAT THE FUCK IS 12K A YEAR GONNA DO FOR ME ? HOW AM I PRIVLEDGED. I TOLD HER ABOUT MY SAVINGS BECAUSE I WANTED TO HELP HER SHE DOESNT EVEN WANT MY MOENY I TOLD HER ID GIVE HER ALL OF MY MONEY AND SHE DOESNT EVEN WANT IT SHE SAYS IM WEAK AND A COWARD
PEOPLE CRY WHEN I TELL THEM MY LIFE STORY, THEY TELL ME IT MAKES SENSE THAT I WANT TO DIE. NORMIES DONT SAY "IT GETS BETTER" TO ME ANYMORE THEY SAY "I WISH YOU PEACE IN YOUR NEXT LIFE" THEY ALL KNOW IM DONE FOR
WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR NORMIES TO SAY SOEMTHING LIEKE THAT FOR EVERY DOCTOR TO TELL ME "you just have to live with i guess :)"
i was alone LONG, LONG BEFORE COVID EVER HAPPENED
IM STUCK IN OLD WHITE SUBURBIA AS A TRANS WOMAN IN RURAL USA EAST COAST THERE IS NOBODY LIKE ME AROUND ANYONE I MEET ONLINE IS TOO FUCKED TO MAEK AR EAL PLAN SHE WAS MY ONLY CHANCE DONT YOU UNDERSTAND MY ONLY WAY OUT TO MAKE A LIFE AND HELL AND SHE SQUASHED IT IN 1 DAY
im an amazing fucking music artist too. i ahve so much talent and that's the truth of it. the music i make is not the kind people want but waht i do is amazing for how long ive been doing. im fucking hot, i pass as cis and im fucking hot . and it odesnt matter nothing i do changes my situation. yeah im real fuckin privleged
who wants to go on a vacation with me ? only pm if your life is jsut as bad or worse, if youre trans too, if youve exhausted all of your chances too. ill take us on a vacation to europe, live in luxury for a little while
