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xtra_cheesecurds

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Nov 10, 2024
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This is my first thread, so I apologize if this is pretty surface-level, but is there a sharp knife I could possibly get from a place such as Walmart? The Walmart near me sells hunter knives amongst other things at ranging prices from about 30(?) to 100 dollars, and my birthday is going to be in April, so I'll be getting some money from my aunt. I'm wondering if you guys have any pointers that I should look out for since I do know that expensive isn't always better. Kind regards! :)

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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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What are you planning on doing with a knife?
 
xtra_cheesecurds

xtra_cheesecurds

cheeser
Nov 10, 2024
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What are you planning on doing with a knife?
I plan on stabbing myself, since I'd find that slicing my neck (probably) wouldn't be the best course of action because I'd most likely survive.
 
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I plan on stabbing myself, since I'd find that slicing my neck (probably) wouldn't be the best course of action because I'd most likely survive.
Doubt stabbing yourself would be the best course of action, either. Where? Between the ribs into your heart? Too difficult. SI will be overwhelming. Imo of course.
 
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I plan on stabbing myself, since I'd find that slicing my neck (probably) wouldn't be the best course of action because I'd most likely survive.
That may be more difficult then you intend since it's hard to find correct pplacement, you could still survive pretty easily, and most people can't actually stab themself as hard as they need because of survival instinct. I hope whatever way you CTB or if you decide not to, you find peace <3
 
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cheeser
Nov 10, 2024
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Doubt stabbing yourself would be the best course of action, either. Where? Between the ribs into your heart? Too difficult. SI will be overwhelming. Imo of course.
I was aiming for my stomach, since I thinking of trying to do something like seppuku, but thank you for letting me know anyway. :)

I'll try to see if I can come up with a better method! <3
That may be more difficult then you intend since it's hard to find correct pplacement, you could still survive pretty easily, and most people can't actually stab themself as hard as they need because of survival instinct. I hope whatever way you CTB or if you decide not to, you find peace <3
Thank you, by the way! I hope you find peace as well. <3
 
NonEssential

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Jan 15, 2025
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I recommend reading this if you haven't yet.
 
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xtra_cheesecurds

cheeser
Nov 10, 2024
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I recommend reading this if you haven't yet.
Oh, thank you! I remember making a note to myself to read it at some point but forgot. Thank you for reminding me! :)
 
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