Discussion Killing yourself due to others

[MiMif]

What are your thoughts on the matter?

Suicide to get back at a person or because someone hurt you?

 

[sserafim]

Killing myself due to life. I'm planning to ctb due to society. Society and the world hurt me. I'm going to get back at the system by dying young and depriving it of a worker whom it would eventually exploit. I'll never let myself become a slave to capitalism. Ctb will be the ultimate act of rebellion.

 

[barelybetter]

I've pondered it a little, but honestly, it doesn't matter to me. I'll be dead after all.

 

[Ulrich]

I used to contemplate this often back in highschool. I thought that those who wronged me were inhuman, that they had never experienced true pain. Over time, however, it became less about causing pain and more about reducing it. Perhaps I grew up, I dunno.

 

[divinemistress36]

No, most people will forget about you as time goes on so it would be silly to kill yourself to get back at someone

 

[AbsurdAbyss]

"Life" goes on - with or without you. Death cannot - it is its own blessing.

 

[onbekend]

Partial reason I wanna CTB is because I feel as if I'd do nothing but a favor to those around me by doing it. In my case I'm not doing it to get back at another person who hurt me but I don't think there's anything wrong with doing that if the person who hurt you really deserves it.

 

[tbroken]

What are your thoughts on the matter?

Suicide to get back at a person or because someone hurt you?

That killing yourself due to others is not the smartest thing. Many can even use your death for some reason, we are all cannibals and I'm ashamed as a human being.
I don't know what's the situation in your country, but in mine, people are fascinated by crime news and stuff.
In a village near my city, a girl was killed because of jealousy by her own cousin, ofc media are still making money out of this story, after more than 10 years.
The worst part is that they made her tomb a tourist destination!!! With people from all over the world visiting it

 

[The Burning Fool]

Reasons are never simple because everything is interconnected to varying degrees. Most of the time I don't even know why I'm doing stuff except that I'm a fool.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm killing myself because the girl I like doesn't seem to like me. I don't know for sure if she does or doesn't but it seems pretty likely she doesn't at this point. I'm too scared to find out for sure though, far more than I'm scared of dying (which is very little).

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Just got tired of everything (others as well). I see death as a relief from all the negativity.

 

[rozeske]

What are your thoughts on the matter?

Suicide to get back at a person or because someone hurt you?

Life goes on so they will keep enjoying their lifes and the dead will cease to exist. There really is no "wrong" reason for not wanting to keep living your life, If you hate it you hate it. But killing your self to get back at someone or to hurt them imo is like drinking a poison and expecting the other person to die.

 

[Spectre]

If they really hate you I promise they won't care. Do it for your own reasons not over someone else.

 

[wildbluekiss]

What are your thoughts on the matter?

Suicide to get back at a person or because someone hurt you?

YEA YEA YEA YES YES YES TO GET BACK AT MY MOM YES YEA YEA

 

[juna]

I want to die because I am so full of anger. I wake up and think about why I even woke up. At night, I have to distract myself while sleeping or I end up crying for hours for things that happened decades ago. I just can't let go. I am so angry at my mother. My present is beautiful but my past is so sad, I cannot walk on in my life. I am tired of constant crying and sadness. I can't even feel any happiness. Life feels like a useless endeavor and death seems like the only option. I hope I will die this year and end all my pain. Some people don't deserve to be parents.

 

[imcrashingout]

What are your thoughts on the matter?

Suicide to get back at a person or because someone hurt you?

i suffer from ASD and humanity has been nothing but cruel to me.

 

[Forever Sleep]

If they are something like a (suspected) narcissist or sociopath, I doubt it would bother them all that much. Or, they'll be able to tell themselves a narrative where they are the innocent, victimised party.

But, initially my suicidal thoughts were because of someone. So, sure it's perfectly possible to feel so bullied by someone or people that you want to die in order to escape that.

 

[grungy自殺]

No, most people will forget about you as time goes on so it would be silly to kill yourself to get back at someone

Agreed no less.

 

[UKscotty]

Not a good reason. They almost certainly won't care and might even get satisfaction from it.

 

[Unattainable666]

Yes, I will ctb due to a law firm and the lawyers/co-workers I worked for. I applied for a job at Morgan and Morgan (sadly "the largest law firm in the United States (personal injury)). I applied for a legal assistant position in Brunswick, GA. HR called me and lied telling me the position had been filled but they had a case manager position open in Savannah, GA. I took the later job due to their lies. Their numerous lies about the firm and the requirements for the job told me by HR and the attorney. Had I known the truth, I would have never taken the job. I used all my savings and drove 1600 miles to this job. From the minute I got here nothing has gone right. I started the job in early January 2024. For two weeks I had to sit in front of a computer for training. I begged the attorney, the other two case managers, HR and the training department to allow me to sit with the other case managers and learn hands on which is how I learn. They denied my request. I informed them that I have disabilities which included PTSD, severe anxiety and severe depression. All of these mental issues became huge while I worked there. I continued asking to sit with other case managers to learn the job again denied. Other new employees who were on different teams were allowed to sit with their team members for training. I applied for ADA twice and was denied twice. This is discrimination but because they are a large law firm they believe they can get away with it and they did. I was never brought into the attorney's office and reprimanded for anything. Never told I was doing something wrong (except by the co-worker who was informing the attorney of my every step). This individual was the attorney's little spy. On March 6th another employee advised me that I was about to be fired. I went into the attorneys office to ask her a question she acted as if everything was just fine. Never said anything negative about my work. The lead attorney came up to me at about 4 pm and said "Sandy, can we have a quick talk?" I bought my phone in order to record the conversation - I didn't have time to turn on the recording. HR informed me that I was fired for not performing my job. When I pulled my phone out and started attempting to record - the male attorney jumped out of his chair started screaming and grabbed my arm. I pulled away and he continued screaming, "Shut up, everyone stop talking! Get her out of here get her out of here now." He attempted to grab my arm again but I pulled away from him quickly. I walked out. I now have no money, no hope, no job, no home. I've lost everything including my life due to this law firm that is "for the people." They destroyed me. I was set up for failure from the very beginning with their lies.

 

[MiMif]

Yes, I will ctb due to a law firm and the lawyers/co-workers I worked for. I applied for a job at Morgan and Morgan (sadly "the largest law firm in the United States (personal injury)). I applied for a legal assistant position in Brunswick, GA. HR called me and lied telling me the position had been filled but they had a case manager position open in Savannah, GA. I took the later job due to their lies. Their numerous lies about the firm and the requirements for the job told me by HR and the attorney. Had I known the truth, I would have never taken the job. I used all my savings and drove 1600 miles to this job. From the minute I got here nothing has gone right. I started the job in early January 2024. For two weeks I had to sit in front of a computer for training. I begged the attorney, the other two case managers, HR and the training department to allow me to sit with the other case managers and learn hands on which is how I learn. They denied my request. I informed them that I have disabilities which included PTSD, severe anxiety and severe depression. All of these mental issues became huge while I worked there. I continued asking to sit with other case managers to learn the job again denied. Other new employees who were on different teams were allowed to sit with their team members for training. I applied for ADA twice and was denied twice. This is discrimination but because they are a large law firm they believe they can get away with it and they did. I was never brought into the attorney's office and reprimanded for anything. Never told I was doing something wrong (except by the co-worker who was informing the attorney of my every step). This individual was the attorney's little spy. On March 6th another employee advised me that I was about to be fired. I went into the attorneys office to ask her a question she acted as if everything was just fine. Never said anything negative about my work. The lead attorney came up to me at about 4 pm and said "Sandy, can we have a quick talk?" I bought my phone in order to record the conversation - I didn't have time to turn on the recording. HR informed me that I was fired for not performing my job. When I pulled my phone out and started attempting to record - the male attorney jumped out of his chair started screaming and grabbed my arm. I pulled away and he continued screaming, "Shut up, everyone stop talking! Get her out of here get her out of here now." He attempted to grab my arm again but I pulled away from him quickly. I walked out. I now have no money, no hope, no job, no home. I've lost everything including my life due to this law firm that is "for the people." They destroyed me. I was set up for failure from the very beginning with their lies.

I'm so sorry that happened to you. If you ctb make sure your completely comfortable with your choice. Again sorry that happened to you ...the world can be so cruel

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I now have no money, no hope, no job, no home.

When I pulled my phone out and started attempting to record - the male attorney jumped out of his chair started screaming and grabbed my arm. I pulled away and he continued screaming, "Shut up, everyone stop talking! Get her out of here get her out of here now." He attempted to grab my arm again but I pulled away from him quickly. I walked out.

Your situation is comparable to war, I think. It was dangerous situation, and there's no defense for his assault, but it seems that he was thinking he didn't even need any defense for his crime, because he was above the law.

Might is right - if you're a powerful lawyer you can do anything you want to and get away with it. This mentality is akin to those of people who commit atrocity in war. (I don't know much about war, so this is just my feeling.)

You showed us lightning can strikes twice - or more. I'm so sorry for your situation, and sorry that I can't find any words to make you feel a bit better. It seems to be genuinely hopeless.
Sorry if this is inappropriate but I think your situation is also comparable to those of people who jumped from the burning Twin Towers on September 11, 2001.
I can't believe how cruel this world is.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I want to be dead because I want the ultimate peace for myself.. that peace being permanent non existence. I don't want to suffer and the only way I can not suffer is via death

 

[departindarkness]

I'm doing it because of the incipient thoughts and actions of others. Depression and hopelessness and that awful, constant fatigue that I have when I'm not high on methylated Amphetamine is of course awful. I have no way of validating myself because of the depression. So I seek others for validation.

I don't even remember how many days I've been awake. I get so odd and strange.

I can't even finish my thought. I've been trying to make a hangmans knot for an hour.


I'm just cooked. I have ruined my body and my life

 

[AresCohere]

I've definitely thought about it. I mean in notes I have drafted I've referenced people and many of my prior "attempt planning" incidence have been centered around people.

However I've gotten very good at isolating myself so people aren't a very major influence in my life anymore, and oddly enough this is calming.

 

[LastFlowers]

Well, hell is other people, after all.

However..those other people are not going to give a single fuck about my death, in fact they might prefer it..so it's no way to "get back" at them.

Life offers other avenues to fulfill the desire for vengeance..sometimes that does mean ending a life.
Still, anyone who contributed substantially to one's reasons for commiting suicide..is unlikely to be so negatively affected by the suicide itself. Unless it ruins their reputation via others' altered perception of them (somehow knowing they pushed someone to the brink), which would also require said others to give a damn about the deceased.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I'm killing myself due to my parents controlling issues and emotional abuse of course also due to this stupid government they want you to work like a slave deduct half of my income without my consents I just hate the idea of taking money out of my money because they can! I pay taxes for things I never heard of so you can say I'm ctb due to others

 

[AresCohere]

My roommates' and family's actions are some of the reasons I have to CTB but imo doing it just over one person as the only reason doesn't seem right. It gives individual people too much power.

 

[Thx4DFish]

I'm planning to CTB for two main reasons.
One, Life is too much and too disappointing, which is my main reason.
Two, Revenge for my emotionally neglectful and abusive mother.

Now I know I shouldn't CTB to get back at someone, but it's a win-win for me. I don't get to live and endure life anymore, and I get to show my abusive mother the consequences of her actions she is a hypocrite about. I don't care if she gets traumatized, she's inflicted scars on me that won't heal and continue to bleed to this day. I don't like hurting people, and I try my damnedest to make sure people are loved and cared for around me. I rectify any transgressions against my friends, and I love nearly everyone I've encountered, and hope the best for them. Not her. She has taken me for granted, and even bragged to her friends (in front of me, mind you) how she planned on using me in her old age when she can't even have enough decency to even give me a hug nor listen to me. She is the evil who has spawned me.

I've been broken to the point that I ignore the collateral emotional damage and other ramifications for it would bring to the good people around me. It's awful of me and I genuinely hate it, but I can't take it anymore. I am beyond help at this point and watching my planned date tick closer and closer.

My overall thoughts and what I believe, is that revenge should not be the main focus for CTB, but rather to no longer suffer. Everybody's situations are different, but I feel if you have a goal of revenge and want to be impactful, don't count on it. Plus I fear that people (especially my mother) will use death for pity points. I've seen it far too often. It hurts too much.

 

[mtoro998]

Well im doing it because my wife left me and a so called "friend" and even family members stole from me destroying my business in the process plus all the other crazy crap I have going on. If it was just one of these things im sure id find the willpower to still live. But I wouldnt want to do this if people didnt suck. I cant even trust my own family anymore. My only place to vent is here or to psychiatrist that dont really give a damn. But to answer the question id say its not worth it to end your life over one person. As others have said they might just laugh at your expense or not care at all. I have a bunch of compounding issues and its multiple people making me feel this way among other things. Id never consider it over just one person.