Killing yourself at christmas

[Deleted member 847]

Has anyone ever thought about this or just me? I feel like I want to ruin that day for everyone in my family.

 

[Deleted member 847]

that would be my present for them

 

[LordMassenmord]

i thought of killing my self at my birthday so They can say lifed form 20.9.97 - 20.9.17 ^^ But not on Christmas

 

[Deleted member 847]

i thought of killing my self at my birthday so They can say lifed form 20.9.97 - 20.9.17 ^^ But not on Christmas

My sister died on her birthday (not suicide) and she kinda did change the meaning of that day for my family. I just want to traumatize them, so whenever Christmas comes they'll think about my death.

 

[Comatose11]

Nope. I'm keen to get it done before my birthday so no one wastes resources on getting me gifts or anything.

 

[LordMassenmord]

i tried it at my birthday but Obvisouly didnt suceed the only thing it brought me were more present from people i dont like/hate

 

[Xingster]

Jeez... you must really hate your family

 

[Deleted member 847]

Jeez... you must really hate your family

Only my mom. But no, she's not worth my time. This is a joke thread.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I absolutely despise christmas, I don't want to experience any of this shit ever again.
Right now I'm thinking October/November. But doing it on christmas eve might be a good idea - my note would say "merry christmas, cunts!" :D

 

[Deleted member 847]

EvilAngelGoddess identify yourself now!

 

[Lisa]

Has anyone ever thought about this or just me? I feel like I want to ruin that day for everyone in my family.

I would love to die Christmas time I love the holiday

 

[Tiburcio]

I didn't thought about this but it's an excellent idea.

My family pushed me to this limit and I would like a fair revenge.

And unlike other people, I'm not joking: I hate them with all my heart.

 

[Deleted member 847]

I didn't thought about this but it's an excellent idea.

My family pushed me to this limit and I would like a fair revenge.

And unlike other people, I'm not joking: I hate them with all my heart.

I was joking lol. They will associate Christmas with your death. You're a bad boy.

 

[Tiburcio]

I was joking lol. They will associate Christmas with your death. You're a bad boy.

Why should I respect somebody who destroyed me in every way possible, physically and emotionally?

 

[Deleted member 847]

Why should I respect somebody who destroyed me in every way possible, physically and emotionally?

You're not like them.

 

[mattwitt]

My parents have an anniversary coming up

 

[Tiburcio]

Really all the special dates seems good for me. Burthdays, anniversaries, Christmas... it has no matter, their suffering matters.

And I'm tired of being considered evil or psychotic for the way I think. Fuck them, that persons are the devil and I could live happily and not destroyed if they wouldn't put so much effort in fucking up everything.

Yes, I'm like them, I will die with no dignity like a fucking animal first of all because they deny me every peaceful way possible so they will see a traumatic and tortured corpse and the will fucking cry as I cried for years, hopeless when nobody come to move even a fucking finger for helping.

 

[Deleted member 847]

I wish I had your masculinity, but I'm too lazy to wait to Christmas for a stupid revenge

 

[Mecha Man]

LOL you guys are evil.

I love the double irony in all this. Firstly, that Christmas or your birthday is supposed to be a celebration, and you're doing something absolutely horrific. But secondly, you actually -are- celebrating; it's the ultimate celebration with the ultimate Christmas/Birthday present: The end of all your misery and problems.

 

[creatureoflight]

I wish I had your masculinity, but I'm too lazy to wait to Christmas for a stupid revenge

How is killing yourself on Christmas masculine in any way?
I honestly feel sorry for anyone who wants their family to suffer because they are killing themselves on Christmas-there is nothing masculine in it, it is really tragic actually and I'm saying this on a pretty much pro suicide forum, so that says a lot about me too. Killing yourself for revenge is the wrong motive in my eyes.

 

[Tiburcio]

Is not related to masculinity.

And I'm not sure if I really could wait so much time or if I could do it in an exact date, specially with that stupid survival instinct.


Being honest, I would like to die in that date but it's something that could eventually happen in any day.

 

[mattwitt]

You could ruin the whole entire Holiday season every year for them if you do it on Thanksgiving

 

[Deleted member 847]

How is killing yourself on Christmas masculine in any way?
I honestly feel sorry for anyone who wants their family to suffer because they are killing themselves on Christmas-there is nothing masculine in it, it is really tragic actually and I'm saying this on a pretty much pro suicide forum, so that says a lot about me too. Killing yourself for revenge is the wrong motive in my eyes.

It takes determination to suffer months of boredom just to prove your point

 

[creatureoflight]

Gender roles are over exaggerated anyway, we are all human beings and our genitals don't define us all too much. There are not too many differences between men and women and there are plenty of women who behave in a classic masculine way and many men who are very feminine.
I can understand if someone wants to die because of overwhelming pain, emotional or physical. But doing it for revenge is really cruel in my opinion and not a good thing.
I really love many things on this forum but threads like this are downright wrong.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Gender roles are over exaggerated anyway, we are all human beings and our genitals don't define us all too much. There are not too many differences between men and women and there are plenty of women who behave in a classic masculine way and many men who are very feminine.
I can understand if someone wants to die because of overwhelming pain, emotional or physical. But doing it for revenge is really cruel in my opinion and not a good thing.
I really love many things on this forum but threads like this are downright wrong.

For me masculinity is all about being assertive and goal oriented. A gay person dressed in a skirt that makes big money is more of a man than your average soldier.

 

[creatureoflight]

For me masculinity is all about being assertive and goal oriented. A gay person dressed in a skirt that makes big money is more of a man than your average soldier.

Totally agree, however women can also be assertive and goal oriented as men can.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Totally agree, however women can also be assertive and goal oriented as men can.

Of course. And we can be feminine too.

 

[Smilla]

I'm deliberately avoiding major holidays or birthdays.

Why be unnnecessarily cruel?

Let the living have their fun times.

 

[Deleted member 847]

I'm deliberately avoiding major holidays or birthdays.

Why be unnnecessarily cruel?

Let the living have their fun times.

I don't want to ruin their Christmas. Tiburcio was probably kidding too.

 

[Ssname]

I actually want to do it on my birthday so that it is one less day ruined. I saw how my mother was on my late grandfather's birthday and death day and if I can combine them that saves her something at least.