primadonna_
the internet angel
- Jan 10, 2026
- 48
I feel like i'm going crazier everyday. I have a lot of friends, but one friend who I thought was just like me. She really isn't though, and I knew that. She started hanging out with other girls recently, the girls she said she didn't even like. I kind of realized that I care too much about her and all my friends.. even if it was a lot less than the average person. The key to life is to remove all emotional attachment from everybody, you won't care when they leave you. She didn't actually leave me but it still kind ickes me a little. I don't really know if I even want friends anymore, I kind of want to stop talking to everyone and become a shut in or something.
I realized a long time ago I don't really value other people… but i feel like it's inevitable that you will form some kind of emotional attachment to people you like. I need to destroy all of those. The only person I've ever truly loved, my dad is gonna die soon anyway. After that I don't think i'll see any interest in living life anyway… why would I put effort into having deep relationships on my end anyway. I can pretend that I feel my with my relationships and my friends deeply.. but it's still so shallow. It's disappointing when you think you find someone who is like you, who you want to have a relationship a little less shallow than the less but you know deep down it's not gonna last; I realized that when she got annoyed when i opened up to her and she got annoyed just because some other poor mentally ill girl weighed her down a little and she started comparing me to her. That's the consequences of my actions ig. Maybe I should move away and never talk to any of my friends ever again, or just die.
detailed but dumbed down instructions on partial hanging with a curtain would be great rn
i love you taylor. kinda
but i won't warn you when it's the last time you'll see me
I realized a long time ago I don't really value other people… but i feel like it's inevitable that you will form some kind of emotional attachment to people you like. I need to destroy all of those. The only person I've ever truly loved, my dad is gonna die soon anyway. After that I don't think i'll see any interest in living life anyway… why would I put effort into having deep relationships on my end anyway. I can pretend that I feel my with my relationships and my friends deeply.. but it's still so shallow. It's disappointing when you think you find someone who is like you, who you want to have a relationship a little less shallow than the less but you know deep down it's not gonna last; I realized that when she got annoyed when i opened up to her and she got annoyed just because some other poor mentally ill girl weighed her down a little and she started comparing me to her. That's the consequences of my actions ig. Maybe I should move away and never talk to any of my friends ever again, or just die.
detailed but dumbed down instructions on partial hanging with a curtain would be great rn
i love you taylor. kinda
but i won't warn you when it's the last time you'll see me
