mayachcos
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- Feb 18, 2026
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Took around 0.4-0.6g of SA dissolved in around 20ml on impulse due to a psychotic, neurotic episode. For reference, lethal amount based on LD50 is around 1.6g for my weight.
Took it at around midnight where I'm at. The taste was slightly sweet, tastes mostly like nothing. (kind of like water out of a musty jerry can for those servicemen out there). Immediately after, I felt intense tachycardia and shortness of breath. A more detailed description would be that my heart moved up to my neck. I also began to slowly lose some vision after 5 minutes.
After around 5-10minutes, my SI took over and I rushed out of my room to the toilet to try and gag it out. After 2-3 minutes of failed attempts to throw it up, I stood up and tried to go get a cup of water to flush it out. The moment I stood up, I'm guessing that the intense sudden hypotension caused immediate loss of vision. I started to stumble around and somehow ended up clawing the door to my room back open.
I never made it to the kitchen to get the water. I passed out on the floor of my room. Woke up around 45-50 minutes later (around 1am I think). It's now 1.20am and I'm feeling alright, besides a sharp headache in the left temple and the back of my head. My hands are also trembling quite a bit (not sure whether it's the fear or the lingering effects of the SA.
Thankfully alive as I was in the midst of a depressive, psychotic episode and was not thinking properly. Also the first time I realised how strong my SI was to run to throw it up/drink some water (albeit I failed).
Some conclusions:
- SA (at least at the 1/3 of LD50 dose/concentration I took it at) is not as painful as I thought and read. Minimal to no pain.
- I lost consciousness extremely quickly from the hypotension (15 minutes).
- In the time I was unconscious, I never experienced any reported seizures (though it may have been because of the weight of SA used being smaller)
Took it at around midnight where I'm at. The taste was slightly sweet, tastes mostly like nothing. (kind of like water out of a musty jerry can for those servicemen out there). Immediately after, I felt intense tachycardia and shortness of breath. A more detailed description would be that my heart moved up to my neck. I also began to slowly lose some vision after 5 minutes.
After around 5-10minutes, my SI took over and I rushed out of my room to the toilet to try and gag it out. After 2-3 minutes of failed attempts to throw it up, I stood up and tried to go get a cup of water to flush it out. The moment I stood up, I'm guessing that the intense sudden hypotension caused immediate loss of vision. I started to stumble around and somehow ended up clawing the door to my room back open.
I never made it to the kitchen to get the water. I passed out on the floor of my room. Woke up around 45-50 minutes later (around 1am I think). It's now 1.20am and I'm feeling alright, besides a sharp headache in the left temple and the back of my head. My hands are also trembling quite a bit (not sure whether it's the fear or the lingering effects of the SA.
Thankfully alive as I was in the midst of a depressive, psychotic episode and was not thinking properly. Also the first time I realised how strong my SI was to run to throw it up/drink some water (albeit I failed).
Some conclusions:
- SA (at least at the 1/3 of LD50 dose/concentration I took it at) is not as painful as I thought and read. Minimal to no pain.
- I lost consciousness extremely quickly from the hypotension (15 minutes).
- In the time I was unconscious, I never experienced any reported seizures (though it may have been because of the weight of SA used being smaller)
