Just want to die

[loopylou]

I been super depressed and angry al day . I have been drinking vodka to try ignore the thoughts but it's still there I want to go. I have SN but have eaten and drank . Wish this was an impulsive method.

yes I'm sure I ready :(
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[Gonjoolie]

If you're absolutely positive you're ready, just try to wait til tomorrow so you can at least fast. I hope you find peace in whatever you choose to do

 

[loopylou]

If you're absolutely positive you're ready, just try to wait til tomorrow so you can at least fast. I hope you find peace in whatever you choose to do

I'll be in a different mind set then. Hope is a nasty emotion that my depression clings onto but it's bulls hit. Nothing ever gets better. I have been on medication for 10 years nearly. I read earlier depressive bouts usually last 6-8 months . More like years for me

 

[Gonjoolie]

I'll be in a different mind set then. Hope is a nasty emotion that my depression clings onto but it's bulls hit. Nothing ever gets better. I have been on medication for 10 years nearly. I read earlier depressive bouts usually last 6-8 months . More like years for me

I understand that but you're very likely to fail without fasting. If you absolutely need to take it right now, then have a couple extra glasses of the SN drink prepared in case you vomit a couple of times

 

[wanttodie]

me to just want to die