Just waiting for the night to go to sleep and you???

[mini_weeny]

Who else is just waiting for nighttime to arrive just to be able to sleep and forget this nightmare of a life? Can't wait :(

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

Me me me but then I get insomnia so I sleep during the day. I actually just woke up from my day sleep. But being awake during the night is less scary for me.

 

[WornOutLife]

I miss those days in which I could sleep for at least 8 hours so much.
Now, I'm always waiting for my bed time but I can't sleep more than 5 hours :(

 

[Biggie]

I think I've developed a fear of waking up in the morning, so I don't really look forward to sleeping but it's not something I can avoid if I want a chance of functioning at all the next day, if I am unfortunate enough to wake up

 

[fred farkle]

when i sleep i am ok. when awake...ugh!

 

[articledon]

I think I've developed a fear of waking up in the morning, so I don't really look forward to sleeping but it's not something I can avoid if I want a chance of functioning at all the next day, if I am unfortunate enough to wake up

I feel you, the other night I slept with a medical mask and covered my head with my blankets thinking maybe just maybe....I was wrong but felt weird when I woke up

 

[mini_weeny]

I think I've developed a fear of waking up in the morning, so I don't really look forward to sleeping but it's not something I can avoid if I want a chance of functioning at all the next day, if I am unfortunate enough to wake up

I developed my sleep disturbances from that same feeling you are describing, the day is so scary I started not sleeping until daybreak but yes one must sleep sometime.

 

[Trisolaris]

Me. Although it doesn't help. I still wake up to the same nightmare.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Takes me like half an hour to fall asleep since I think about funny posts I've made on SS and favorite posters. I don't really like or dislike sleeping.

 

[Natty]

Luckily I don't have insomnia. I literally just stare at the clock each night waiting for the time to be appropriate for me to go lay down.

It's getting harder and harder to be upright at all.

 

[Ath]

I wish I could sleep normally but havent for many days now.

 

[wait.what]

For a minute there I was reliably sleeping at night and awake during the day—for the first time since I was about 10. Now I'm back to sleeping a few hours and then being awake for a few hours, alternating around the clock. I just can't stand the pain of consciousness. It exhausts me. Fortunately, with total circadian chaos I only have to put up with being awake for 6 hours at a time, max.

 

[May]

I don't really like sleeping or being awake. Never ending cycle

 

[articledon]

I don't really like sleeping or being awake. Never ending cycle

Yep, it's pretty much all the same

 

[Seaghost]

Its 6.00am and I didnt sleep.
I'm feelin like pushed or drank black tea.
And maybe I dont want to sleep.

Maybe I need a pause button for me and the time.

 

[mini_weeny]

I don't really like sleeping or being awake. Never ending cycle

Can't say I love sleep when ptsd also causes nightmares so, but being awake is so much worse :(