Venting Just waiting for death

[Minsu]

My brain is completely damaged because of prescription drugs against anxiety and depression. Some of them are really addictive so it's basically impossible to get rid of them for me at this point.

So I'm just waiting for ctbing now snd it's so dreadful.
I absolutely don't know when it happens, but I guess I'm actually waiting for a trigger. It could be death of any of my parents, money issues or health problems.

The life has been so cruel to me and I've also made some bad mistakes on top of that so yeah.

My method will be either CO or Nitrogen.

Is there anyone who prefer CO as well? I've read really a lot about the method and it seems kinda peaceful in comparison to for example SN

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful what you are going through, it certainly is such a cruel existence where people suffer so much. But anyway best wishes.