Venting Just vent

[Lovey]

I feel like a total piece of crap. I'm a student, I just had "written" a test. It's more like I read it since I didn't know any answers to any questions. The person I sit knew the answers, but before the exam told me they know nothing. They lied to me. Now I'm sure they'll get A or maybe B. When I'll be the only person who gets an F. I feel so bad about it. So ashamed. I could do better. I tried learning myself but I'm so stupid I couldn't even do that. I just want to be dead and stop being so disgraceful to my family. Once again I disappointed everyone. All people expect from me is just to have good grades. It's not so hard to have them. I'm just a lazy fuck.