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babydeer

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Sep 28, 2019
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well, my attempt at recovery didn't last long. I couldn't do it. I've just taken my sn. Wasn't able to get meto. We'll see if I can keep it down. I could use some company.

edit: if it doesn't work I will update this thread. Naturally, if it does, I will not.
 
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In2TheVoid

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Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
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I hope you find peace.
 
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Last chance

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How are you feeling? I hope everything is as peaceful and painless as it can be.
 
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babydeer

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How are you feeling? I hope everything is as peaceful and painless as it can be.
Honestly I'm so scared. I got tempted to call someone on the phone but I wouldn't want to end up telling them what I did, or make them listen to me pass out over the phone.
physically, so far my heart is just beating uncomfortably fast.
 
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I wish you peace :(
 
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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
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Honestly I'm so scared. I got tempted to call someone on the phone but I wouldn't want to end up telling them what I did, or make them listen to me pass out over the phone.
physically, so far my heart is just beating uncomfortably fast.
I'm sorry you have to go through this on your own. Try to take some nice deep breaths to calm yourself down and don't be afraid to call for help if you change your mind.
 
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babydeer

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I'm sorry you have to go through this on your own. Try to take some nice deep breaths to calm yourself down and don't be afraid to call for help if you change your mind.
Thank you ❤️
 
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OblivionSeeker

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Aug 8, 2020
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Peace and love to you:)
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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If you think you acted on impulse and have regret, please call for help. Someone you know, or 911
If this is what you truly want, I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
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I hope you'll find eternal peace. Have a pleasant journey.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
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You're a very brave person. I hope you'll be free of pain and suffering soon.
:hug::hug::hug::heart::heart::heart:
 
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babydeer

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Thank you all for the kind wishes. I am feeling a little numb and heart is still pounding. My fingernails are bluish. No vomiting yet.
 
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I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
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I'm so sorry it had to come to this….
 
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killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
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I wish you peace and I am very sorry life brought you so much pain
 
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adam

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I wish you the eternal peace that you deserve.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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I wish you peace :heart::heart::heart::hug::hug::hug:
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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Still with us OP?
 
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May 26, 2019
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Hope you find peace. If you think you made a mistake, don't be afraid to contact EMS.
 
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BornofDust

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Dec 11, 2020
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If it does work than I hope you find your peace that you've always wanted. Whatever happens, living or dying, I hope that you are at peace with your decision. I wish you well.
 
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0utsider

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Rest well, my friend
 
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calssilva

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Dec 16, 2020
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Hello ! Still with us ? Please let us know if u need someone to talk to
 
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loopylou

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Jan 11, 2021
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Are you ok? :(
 
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Donk

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Jan 3, 2020
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Hope you found peace. We live in a cruel world yet you will not be forgotten here. Let the light shine on your family and friends as I'm sure you want them to be happy for you. You are suffering no more.
 
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SweetDreams500

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Apr 4, 2021
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I hope everything works out and youre free from whatever caused you to do this in the first place
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Whatever has happened to you,

I wish you lots of love and peace, my friend.
 
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SheJumped

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May 14, 2019
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peaceful travels on your journey. I hope you see you on the bus someday.
 
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it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
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Rest in peace. Another beautiful soul gone... ;-; ;-;
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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RIP
 
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