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Doctors HATE them
She/they
- Nov 16, 2022
- 90
I recently went down on my anti depressants because they made me numb, now I feel everything way too much and even trying to do homework makes me wanna ctb. I just don't think all people are cut out to be alive and that I'm one of those people. I wanna drop out of college, but then I'd have to get a job and the thought of that makes me wanna ctb too. I just don't see a path where I can be happy. I've been depressed since childhood and that's not gonna change.
I might have to give up on my vet N method and switch to SN. That would entail moving out though and being alone scares me. With that said, my grandma is getting more and more dementia by the day and she's becoming more and more annoying and negative. Maybe I really will move out just to get away from her. I hope my family forgives me, but at the same time if they don't then that's their problem. I'm doing what I have to.
I don't have access to antiemetic's though so idk what to do. And lying to a doctor is too scary and risky so it's out of the question.
I might have to give up on my vet N method and switch to SN. That would entail moving out though and being alone scares me. With that said, my grandma is getting more and more dementia by the day and she's becoming more and more annoying and negative. Maybe I really will move out just to get away from her. I hope my family forgives me, but at the same time if they don't then that's their problem. I'm doing what I have to.
I don't have access to antiemetic's though so idk what to do. And lying to a doctor is too scary and risky so it's out of the question.
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