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Zimcity
Member
- Mar 10, 2020
- 40
Oh my God I am afraid.
I've scheduled all my letters to go out early in the morning. I made my bed cozy. I've protected the bed with plastic and I've covered the bed with my kids teddies and their blankets so I pretend I'm holding them and I've got my favourite video from when my boy was a baby with beautiful backing music. I turned on the gas, exhaled, put the bag on, tightened it around my neck letting it fill and started taking a breath. I could feel it wasnt air I was breathing and I expected to fall unconscious right away. I got afraid and I took it off.
Omg. This is a terrible feeling.
I wish I was not alone.
I want someone to hold me
I've scheduled all my letters to go out early in the morning. I made my bed cozy. I've protected the bed with plastic and I've covered the bed with my kids teddies and their blankets so I pretend I'm holding them and I've got my favourite video from when my boy was a baby with beautiful backing music. I turned on the gas, exhaled, put the bag on, tightened it around my neck letting it fill and started taking a breath. I could feel it wasnt air I was breathing and I expected to fall unconscious right away. I got afraid and I took it off.
Omg. This is a terrible feeling.
I wish I was not alone.
I want someone to hold me