Just ordered the knife, gotta wait for it to arrive

[Siamese Believe]

It's an 8 inch premium and extremely sharp Japanese chef knife, I bought along with it a special Japanese sheath to preserve the sharpness. It's a beautiful blade too so I'll be going out in style.

I might clean the room up, the blood mess is already gonna a pain in the ass to deal with so I don't wanna make it worse.

I also have to continue cleaning up my devices a little bit more as well. The money was nice but it's time to go.

I'm not going to survive this, I don't care what it takes. If I have to paint this entire room red then I will do it if it means ending this.

 

[Realog11]

It's an 8 inch premium and extremely sharp Japanese chef knife, I bought along with it a special Japanese sheath to preserve the sharpness. It's a beautiful blade too so I'll be going out in style.

I might clean the room up, the blood mess is already gonna a pain in the ass to deal with so I don't wanna make it worse.

I also have to continue cleaning up my devices a little bit more as well. The money was nice but it's time to go.

I'm not going to survive this, I don't care what it takes. If I have to paint this entire room red then I will do it if it means ending this.

Don't go out this way

 

[Dawnfang11]

Good luck. You'll need it o7

 

[sanrioslayer]

How does one get the balls to actually pull this off i could never

 

[Sphinxi]

You don't want to die like that

 

[Siamese Believe]

if you want I can give you a source for sn, but don't use knifes please it will be painful

Sure, how much is it usually? If I can actually get it then maybe, but if not then I must go with this plan.

 

[U. A.]

There is a 99.99% chance you will freak out once you start and call for help on autopilot.

 

[no-hope-no-future]

Just a heads up. It's going to hurt like an absolute son of a gun and chances are, your SI will kick in.

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[nobodycaresaboutme]

if you want I can give you a source for sn, but don't use knifes please it will be painful

I understand you may be making this offer out of charity, but please do not propose sources whatsoever. Thank you for understanding.

1. This site would become like a marketplace
2. You may sound like a dealer or even scammer who wants to advertize your business

Article:

Sell, purchase, offer, gift, or request products, materials, or money.

We don't allow any transaction or offer for transactions whatsoever on the forum. This website is not a marketplace.

Source: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/rules-and-faq.4/

 

[Realog11]

I understand you may be making this offer out of charity, but please do not propose sources whatsoever. Thank you for understanding.

1. This site would become like a marketplace
2. You may sound like a dealer or even scammer who wants to advertize your business

Article:

Sell, purchase, offer, gift, or request products, materials, or money.

We don't allow any transaction or offer for transactions whatsoever on the forum. This website is not a marketplace.

Source: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/rules-and-faq.4/

Ok

 

[gunmetalblue]

As someone with stab injuries, it most probably won't go as you plan. Please think of another method.

 

[RinneOfAragon]

I did the same years ago. had a very high grade expensive chef knife. researched the place to puncture. I kept looking in the mirror in the bathroom and saying things of comfort to my self and hoping it would be very quick. I just couldn't do it properly, basically bottled it. I was in the mindset for weeks. Very sorry . this is definitely not an easy method.

 

[SleeplessAndSad]

Please overthink this. Seems like an unnecessary cruel way to go.

 

[It'sFine]

It's an 8 inch premium and extremely sharp Japanese chef knife, I bought along with it a special Japanese sheath to preserve the sharpness. It's a beautiful blade too so I'll be going out in style.

I might clean the room up, the blood mess is already gonna a pain in the ass to deal with so I don't wanna make it worse.

I also have to continue cleaning up my devices a little bit more as well. The money was nice but it's time to go.

I'm not going to survive this, I don't care what it takes. If I have to paint this entire room red then I will do it if it means ending this.

How is that possible