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Venting Just made my first plan; feels very weird

Dinozauria

Dinozauria

August 20th 2026
Feb 8, 2026
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I've been wanting to CTB for awhile. Thanks to this site, I finally have a plan in motion. I have a date set and everything. I'm saving money. I know what transportation I need to take, and how to make sure nobody knows anything is going on until it's too late. Still, it feels weird. I do want to die, but it feels weird knowing I won't be in this world by the end of the year (or at least not with the people I love if I decide to "run away" instead). I want to know if anybody else has felt like this before
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