Story Just had a glass of beer, I'm the happiest person on Earth

[WornOutLife]

I'm being monitored 24/7 by my parents in their house since I failed to CTB but today, after some rough months, I was allowed to have beer and my suicidal thoughts have been gone for some hours.
Before my failed attempt to CBT, I used to drink a lot every day. I've been "clean" for 4 months, so only one full glass of a cheap beer was more than enough to make me happy.
I'll still CTB when they give me my freedom back but I'll make sure of enjoying alcohol before that because it's one of the few things which make me feel "glad to be alive"

All in all, just wanted to vent positively a little.

Love you all and see you soon on your threads! =)

 

[SmellyRat]

 

[botanormal]

It's so nice you're able to feel happy today, I'm happy for you! I'm sorry about your experiences being so rough, but it's so good you get a little relief from all of it. I wish you all the best, hope you enjoy the rest of your day/night!

 

[shay23]

I hope you continue to experience happiness and congrats on the 4 months, that's an achievement.

 

[ecmnesia]

glad to see that you are able to enjoy something even if only for a little bit of time. i hope they get off your back soon.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm happy that you are happy!

 

[reticen]

I am happysad for you

 

[Huntfish34]

Sorry they are on you're back 24/7,. That sucks. But.. +1 on the beer ! Enjoy it ! Drinking one right now myself.

 

[waived]

 

[Cakes]

Happy for you! Cheeeers!!

 

[Spitfire]

Me too..

I am on my second tall beer at this very moment. I don't normally ever drink at all but I used to once in awhile until blackout status...

 

[Meditation guide]

 

[Astronomer]

Is this you by any chance?