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rustinpeacepolaris

Student
Apr 28, 2023
170
just tried partical again. my head really hurts and i can taste and smell blood. i feel dizzy when i stand. why cant i just die?
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,156
Try full.
 
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CW36

CW36

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Jul 23, 2023
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If the blood is coming from your mouth, then I suggest wearing a mouthguard if you attempt again. At the very least, it'll be a little less unsightly for the person who finds you.
 
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OrphicEnd

OrphicEnd

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Aug 24, 2023
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Good luck I hope you'll find the peace you're wanting
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
Partial is hard to pull off. Try full suspension hanging next time.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Full is the way to go, partial has a too high failure rate imo. Good luck!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,491
It's so horrible to me how it's this difficult to die, I hate how we exist in a world where we are denied the option to just reliably cease existing in peace, it must be so awful having to go through a failed attempt, it's inhumane to me how people even have to resort to such barbaric and risky suicide methods in the first place. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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CheekyPhobia

CheekyPhobia

Reasonless, well it stands to reason...
Aug 1, 2022
141
I'm sorry it was so unpleasant for you. Do you think numbing your mind with alcohol or other sedatives would ease the process for you?
 
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