Just another miserable day with no relief 😪

[aGoodDayToDie]

I'm so fed up

Idk what else to say.

15 to 20 thousand more days until I die of natural causes. And life is only going to get worse. I wish I could kill myself.

My gf is usually cold and distant. In support groups I've been told to stop talking about suicide. Even in one I fucking started. Noone wants to know. Noone can help. My life is miserable.

 

[divinemistress36]

I understand I feel the same way

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep.

 

[matt1968]

Yes, I just feel I'm waiting in an airport departure lounge.

Sending you my best wishes.

 

[bloodystarzklt]

i feel the same and i'm really sorry for you, sending you lots of love

 

[LadyApple]

Yes, I just feel I'm waiting in an airport departure lounge.

Sending you my best wishes.

Where are you headed? Safe travels

 

[matt1968]

Where are you headed? Safe travels

Ah I wish it was an actual journey. I meant metaphorically, waiting to leave this life.

 

[Dliena]

This for me too. I'm very sorry for your daily pains and agony OP and others.

 

[kuchenn1238]

for me it got to a point where when i just start ranting about my feelings and suicide everyone just gets mad at me and it pisses me off so much i've just peaked frustration

 

[LadyApple]

Ah I wish it was an actual journey. I meant metaphorically, waiting to leave this life.

Oh I see. I always feel so lonely when traveling alone even there were so many people at the airport. I'm waiting to get on the bus too.