It's tiring having no hope for any changes, desperation is exhausting, not to have any kind of fulfilling tasks is tiring, no energy and no motivation. Every day just waiting to find the courage and strength to CTB.
Just another holiday spending it alone and depressed, thinking of the past
Aisley
Wizard
- Mar 12, 2023
- 627
Ideally, there will be this perfect time that you'll know and feel. But it seems a sad fact that we are built to live a whole life this way, in this state, stuck between phases of being.
The anhedonic one
Dead inside
- May 20, 2023
- 1,070
Yes, it's a state of limbo to be in for sure. We are waiting at the station getting ready to board the bus.
Yet the agony of waiting often feels unbelievable.
Yet the agony of waiting often feels unbelievable.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,921
I certainly understand that it's tiring feeling trapped here but anyway I wish you the best, I find it awful how it's not easier to finally escape from all the suffering.
Nephis
“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
- Sep 3, 2018
- 280
All I can offer you is hope, because all I can tell you is to hope and let that hope guide you to whatever future comes your way, I wish I could help you, to give you a purpose, some grand revelation, a scientific epiphany, and yet I cannot; But I will hope for you.
~I hope for you, comforting winds to lead you to a beautiful night
